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i hate my family what the hell

sup, guys, how’s it going?
          
          i know i haven’t been very active with neither of my stories and i’m genuinely sorry about that. i’m very happy that all of you are still sticking with me even though i haven’t posted anything in months. i would like to say that i will soon, but i don’t know myself. there’s been a lot of going on and it’s hard to keep up with everything, i hope y’all can understand.
          
          i’ll try to make it up to you as soon as i can, i’m just very tired of everything right now.
          
          remember that if you ever need anything, i’m here to listen, to talk, to do anything. you’re never alone in anything that you’re going through, sweethearts.
          
          until next time,
          love,
          your b.

update on my rona situation: i am, unfortunately, still alive !! my lungs are lowkey dying and i haven’t smoked for over a week now and am running out of my nicotine pods, bUT i ordered kurtis conner’s merch, so that is saving my life 

guess who got covid 
          
          me, it’s me

Hello! Can I translate the Boys don't cry book into Turkish by stating that I bought it from you? I will be glad if you answer

happy birthday @daydreamfriend !!!
          love you, have an amazing day, kay <33
          and all of you go wish them happy birthday >:((

eating my third proper meal of the day, be proud of me hoes

should i... should i start a oneshot collection???

cw: vent
          tw: suicidal thoughts, self harm
          
          i want to off myself so bad right now, like it's insane. i hate the place i'm supposed to call home, i want to run away and then just die in a  ditch somewhere. life has been so hard for the past few years and i do not want to go through this anymore, i really don't. i quit selfharm yet i still want to scratch all of my scars open again and just bleed out. i don't want to do this anymore, it's so damn hard to even fucking breathe here. just get me out of here and let me be fucking happy for once.
          
          anyway, how was your evening? 

y'all i'm going to school tomorrow tf :D