Riley :)

armin

armin 

i just miss my friends 
          “i’ve been busy” 
          that hasn’t stopped you before :(

“You have to do it, kirishima. It has to be you” STAWP IT 

it feels good to be back 

guys guys guess what 
          i’m tired of living 
          i’m tired of waiting for periods of normal 
          i’m tired of being told “you’ll get through it”
          i’m tired of being told that i just have to push through it 
          i’m tired of being told this is just a low point 
          i’m tired of being told that i’m not trying hard enough 
          i’m tired of being exhausted all the time 
          i’m tired of feeling like im not enough 
          im tired of people hating me 
          im tired of getting the only things that make me want to stay alive taken away from me 
          im tired of my anxiety 
          im tired of my depression 
          im tired of it all 
          i’m so tired and no one sees. 

Telling myself I won't go there
          Oh, but I know that I won't care
          Tryna wash away all the blood I've spilt
          This lust is a burden that we both share
          Two sinners can't atone from a lone prayer
          Souls tied, intertwined by pride and guilt
          
          (Ooh) There's darkness in the distance
          From the way that I've been livin'
          (Ooh) But I know I can't resist it
          
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
          You and I drink the poison from the same vine
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
          Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight
          From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight
          From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
          
          Tellin' myself it's the last time
          Can you spare any mercy that you might find
          If I'm down on my knees again?
          Deep down, way down, Lord, I try
          Try to follow your light, but it's nighttime
          Please don't leave me in the end
          
          (Ooh) There's darkness in the distance
          I'm beggin' for forgiveness
          (Ooh) But I know I might resist it, oh
          
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
          You and I drink the poison from the same vine
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
          Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight
          From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight
          From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
          You and I drink the poison from the same vine
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
          Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight
          From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight
          From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight
          Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time

no because why am i no one’s first choice 
          i don’t even know if i’m my bfs first choice 
          

i cant do this anymore 

i’m so tired 
          no one gets it man