I can't believe it's gonna be my last year in high school from September to July. I'm so afraid because I'll be on my own but this is the whole point, I will finally be on my own, I hope people won't forget me, my actual friends won't leave me... I've lost a close friend a few months ago it made my heart break into pieces but I'm happy now and I hope I will keep this mindset.
I just can't believe this is happening, can you imagine that? I will be an adult in January! For me, I'm still a 14 yo girl trying to get BTS concert tickets but now, I have my little bookshelf with my albums writing on wattpad about high school.
When 2 years ago I dreamed about being in HS and living my life like yn but nobody told me life wasn't like that but still, I'm not disappointed!!! So let's say here and now, I'm gonna live my last year in high school the best!
I'm very excited to start my life again, people knew me as Suhita, that kpop and manga obsessed girl but the day I first entered in HS, I knew I wanted people to see me as whole new girl, I changed (hopefully for the best) and I'm mentally stable (I try and it's kinda working), I met new people who makes me feel good, I just love this feeling.
I know this won't last forever but I like, no, love this feeling and do everything to keep it as long as I need to!
So my last words on this message, I forgot I much I loved writing stories and Enhypen saved, like literally, they saved me. I can't express my love for them and they are growing, and I'm so happy because, I'm growing with them too.
Thanks to Enhypen, I'm rediscovering who I am. I though I've lost myself forever but no, I came back in my best shape.
I love you guys, I love you Enhypen, I love you Jungwon, and mostly, thank you for helping me find myself again.
