yxingcaffe
I have a really strong urge to throw up cause clearlt crying isn't enough anymore
yxingcaffe
@aeris3lle it. Really is sadly :( but as long as i can maintain our friendship I'd be fine :3
yxingcaffe
yxingcaffe
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I hate crushes, I hate being in love, I hate it do much. It's not nice, it's not nice when it's with someone you can't have. He is straight and I'm not a girl and I hate that so much, I hate that that alone is the reason we could never be
I said I'd get over him yet here I am searching for out initials in stupid tik tok videos, putting his name it dumbass tik tok filters, thinking of him when I plan my future. It's all him, every little thing I do is all about him
Can't even delete a game because he plays it, I play it like every few months, but it's the only game we both play so why would I delete that?
I hate this guys, I wish it wasn't him, I wish I didn't like him this much, I wish I wasn't crying over him and thinking about him every single day
yxingcaffe
@aeris3lle virtual hugs have been received!!!:3 I am feeling better, not a lot, but it's still improvement hehe :)
aeris3lle
@yxingcaffe awww :( it'll be alright, dont be too hard on yourself. i hope you feel better and sending you virtual hugs rn !!
yxingcaffe
I need a journal right neow
Betsytheamazing
Another foreign racist?
yxingcaffe
MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYSS!!!
yxingcaffe
I HAVE TINE!
yxingcaffe
Parents rnt home but I'm afraid I might not get my binder done in time :( but I wanna wear it tmrw
yxingcaffe
I'm gna try and diy a binder when my parents aren't home :D
Might document it cause like, why not lmaoo
Hope it turns out well, I'll let y'all know when I'm doing it!
yxingcaffe
Any alien stage fans hehe???
yxingcaffe
Having a thing for a guy who is so obviously straight is not it
