z4ynshairstrand

hi guys … so my tiktok officially stopped working </3 
          	
          	i genuinely think it’ll be back up soon so im not super worried but i am upset because i was literally logging on to post one last edit and it didn’t let me BUT ITS OKAY because the last video i was able to watch was a harry styles edit so thank you universe for looking out for me and keeping me sane in these trying hours 

z4ynshairstrand

hi guys … so my tiktok officially stopped working </3 
          
          i genuinely think it’ll be back up soon so im not super worried but i am upset because i was literally logging on to post one last edit and it didn’t let me BUT ITS OKAY because the last video i was able to watch was a harry styles edit so thank you universe for looking out for me and keeping me sane in these trying hours 

z4ynshairstrand

the worst part about the tiktok ban is going through my old videos from 2018 and prior and seeing all the vids to 1D, taylor, ariana, and billie eilish like DAMN i really am the same person ive always been

z4ynshairstrand

@MermaidMiris OMG I KNOWWW i was looking at my old favorites and im so sad for little me she would’ve been so heartbroken 
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MermaidMiris

@z4ynshairstrand looking at my old repost from like 2021 of Liam edits is so heartbreaking only if she kneww
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z4ynshairstrand

wait this another zayn bday post but i just wanna say thank you zayn for your 2014 vmas hair strand because without it i wouldn’t have my wattpad username or the cameron dallas flop copy attempt to laugh at <3

z4ynshairstrand

@taytpoop i hope he has a picture of it framed on his wall to look at every morning
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taytpoop

i hope zayn himself takes that one hair strand out and shampoos and conditions it with individual care to the rest and does morning affirmations with it because it CHANGED LIVES 
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z4ynshairstrand

omg it’s zayns birthday!! i went to a birthday party last night (for one of my friends) and we were playing kahoot and i was behind someone named “niall horan” so i turned to my other friend and said “woah look niall’s here, im behind him” and she went on to say “are you behind him or BEHIND him” (although im not sure how that would work)…
          
          anyways … that sums up my friend for ya! also thought i’d share because that actually made me laugh out loud like HELLO
          
          there was also someone named “zayn malik” playing and i was on the verge of leaving to rejoin as harry styles … until i realized the person was actually my ex best friend …?
          
          woah
          
          
          anyways … that’s lore for ANOTHER time

taytpoop

i was just playing the sims when all of a sudden i accidentally dropped my controller on my dog and it ended up randomising a name during the process and i saw it said sophia but when i was picking my controller back up i mustve pressed square or smth because next thing i know it said soph and i immediately thought of you #itwasasign #imissyou

z4ynshairstrand

omg i love the sims so much it IS a sign trust!! i miss you so bad i actually need to get on my complicity grind… also next time my sim has a kid im naming it after you
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hxrryscinema

Hiiii! Thank you so much for following me back!  It truly means a lot to me. If you ever have some time, I'd be so grateful if you gave my Harry Styles fanfiction a read. It’s a dark academia psychological thriller, and I’d love to know what you think! Hope you enjoy it, and thank you again for following! ✨
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/387314624-house-of-shadows-harry-styles-au-fanfic

z4ynshairstrand

just finished reading duplicity and oh my god.
          
          
          in the time it took my to finish duplicity i’ve had my birthday, gone to a concert, finished my first semester of college, made some lovely friends (s/o tayt, as always), got and quit my first job, threw my first non-birthday party, watched the eras tour end over a livestream, and mourned liam.
          
          what an eventful past two months i’ve had omg i’m crying 
          but honestly the only thing keeping me going was reading duplicity :( i would literally look forward to staying up until 3 am on school nights reading this literally giggling and kicking my feet trying not to wake up my brother.  my fav memory by FAR though is the first night i decided to stay up extra late reading which was when we had daylight savings and i stayed up until 5 am … which was technically 6 am … meaning id almost been up for 24 hours and i had spent about 10 ish (or more!) of those hours just reading duplicity!!
          
          anyways, in short, duplicity has forever changed my life i swear when im 99 years old all im gonna remember is haven and when i get my wisdom teeth taken out ill prob start crying about nova and aven and everyone 
          
          also i miss harry and i miss 1D.  getting emotional now :,(
          
          sorry for making a long message about this but this is my first real fanfiction since like 2021 and im not even gonna talk about those! this is the best thing ive read in a WHILE!!
          
          i’m so sad to officially end my duplicity journey but im also so happy that we’ve got complicity, and i can finally be here for the updates in real time!
          
          literally gonna start complicity RN
          
          gonna end this message before it gets unbearably long, so (as always), peace and love & tpwk <3

summerflows

i finished duplicity yesterday im still numb lol!!! ive been on wattpad for so long and this is one of the few stories that ill always remember. I was crying to my boyfriend about how it ended last night lmaooooo
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z4ynshairstrand

hai guys! if anyone sees this i just wanted to say how much i love you all you’re all so funny and im glad we’re all weird freaks together :-) every duplicity interaction and friendship ive made on here brings me so much joy because i literally open the comments KNOWING im about to piss my pants laughing or sobbing! anyways i love anyone and everyone reading this but special shoutout to my wattpad friends on here and my first wattpad friend tayt ily girlie ! peace & love and remember to always tpwk! 

taytpoop

you are the nicest person ever and im so glad we were reading the book at the same time because idk if i couldve kept going without you keeping me sane and your comments making me laugh as much as they do  
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taytpoop

i just about kicked a hole in my wall out of excitement of you mentioning me 
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