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Looking back, I tak dapat proper closure pun in my life. I just put "the thing" ke tepi, ignore until my heart malas. 
          Can be desc I just put of boxes kat tepi. Left it until berhabuk or sampai I tak nampak. 

Again, not everyone is here for me when I need them. 

Here it is more raw compared to the blue one. 
          You've been thru a lot. 
          I sayang you sangat. 
          You did well dear self ❤️
          

For f sake, tolongla I want to sleep, switch off the lamp please? Korang bukannya tulis pakai tangan, type pakai laptop kot ade lampu apa semua. Tolonglah 

October dumb mu sungguh dumb

You annoying bitch. 
          Ask for my suggestion but then judge it. 
          Benci aku. 

Back to another episode where I realized something about society. 
          
          This is not the first time. 
          But every time it is struck, 
          I felt it was very new. 
          
          I realized the standard of beauty in the eyes of society. 

Sejujurnya saya tak terasa sangat pon dengan action dia yang showing love and affection dekat bestie dia yang lagi satu tu, mungkin awak rasa betrayed or tersakiti atau seangkatan dengan nya, sebab dia tak treat awak ( yang top 3 dia¿ ) macam mana dia treat yang lagi satu tu, like say sayang apa semua. 
          
          
          Sebab apa? 
          
          
          I've been hurt by you too, since you said I'm your top 3. 
          I've felt betrayed jugak dengan awak. 
          So....
          I'm immune? I experienced it? 

Ungrateful adik, 
          Being the one masuk asrama but can balik every 2 weeks, lepastu nak mintak orang datang setiap minggu, tak kesahlah makanan ke apa ke barang ke, zaman aku dulu, nak bagitau tinggal barang pon tak berani sebab kesian dengan ibu ayah, lepastu taknak kena marah, 
          Ni sekarang lagi satu bengap, ko bawak phone, lepastu dah tau nak bawak benda haram, bawak la siap siap, charger ke powerbank ke earphone ke, jadi satu beban orang nak pegi hantar apa semua, memang la ko dekat tapi wei 
          Kau ni macam taken for granted tau, 
          Aku benci betul jadi anak independent ni,