@K00buns i already do these things , staring at him but henever look at girls let alone notice me and I think my friends know his snapchat id or insta id , both of these apps are not my cup of tea, so I will not download them. About my image , i have been topper but now I am average student, I'm not that disciplined nor that spoiled, I am not that student everyone target . I think my image is quite good , from what I have heard from teachers, classmates, schoolmate,etc. and yes few days back one of my friend told me (she can talk to boys secretly, not in class) that she asked our class boys about him ( my crush ) here's what the three boys told her :
He had been in a relationship before, they don't know if it was even a relationship or not or they just liked each other or something but he HAD someone but not anymore. They said they don't know the reason, rumours are that she was the one who left him. They said now he don't have interest in these things. They were saying he's cousin is a teacher in our school so he's arrogant, and blah blah blah . Only his friend ( deskmate) said that he is good , only he said that . Idk why everyone is bad mouthing about him . He seems sweet, calm , minding his own business. But there is something that I am confirmed about , that something happened in his past .