This January, I have been planning what to write, when to write, what could I do to help me back on writing. That's why I wrote a mini compilation of one-shot stories about the Jeepney experience I had throughout the year. In fact, I have a series I want to write. Aside from that, I already have a finished short story that's gonna be posted days from now.
In the first few days of our OJT orientation, I was writing almost every hour. My own, my friends', and even my family's experiences. I do not care anymore as long as I am writing. That what excites me.
My first few days being deployed, I was still not getting used to writing here. It would be awkward if they saw me always typing on the phone. I don't want to write.
Until recently, at my 6th week of being an OJT. I lost it all.
Ideas running out. Words not found.
That's when I realized... I am having a hard time.
What scared me the most was the fact that even though I have an ongoing subject in mind in terms of romance, I can't write a thing. I was confused why.
The only thing I am holding was that I have a story yet to be published this April.