zaonixx

haluuu, it's for everyone to see.
          	
          	gusto ko lang sabihin na magiging inactive ako sa fb account (i mean, matagal naman na talaga akong inactive). like, the past stories kasi, i tried to promote it and such. ngayon, i want to prove myself muna sa sarili ko BBWJAHASJAHAJJA bago bumalik sa socmed world. 
          	
          	mahirap na rin kasi talaga lalo unfamiliar lahat para sa akin every time na nagoopen ako doon. to the point that everything is familiar, yet i can't understand it. 
          	
          	i don't even know if i should continue writing in this app, lalo't may nakita ako na ai generated na raw mostly ng stories here (what a shame). 
          	
          	i want to hide (even tho it seems like i am already hiding), and i just want to show up every time i've proven to myself na i did okay. 
          	
          	'yun lang! 
          	
          	lovelots, zaonix jade.

zaonixx

haluuu, it's for everyone to see.
          
          gusto ko lang sabihin na magiging inactive ako sa fb account (i mean, matagal naman na talaga akong inactive). like, the past stories kasi, i tried to promote it and such. ngayon, i want to prove myself muna sa sarili ko BBWJAHASJAHAJJA bago bumalik sa socmed world. 
          
          mahirap na rin kasi talaga lalo unfamiliar lahat para sa akin every time na nagoopen ako doon. to the point that everything is familiar, yet i can't understand it. 
          
          i don't even know if i should continue writing in this app, lalo't may nakita ako na ai generated na raw mostly ng stories here (what a shame). 
          
          i want to hide (even tho it seems like i am already hiding), and i just want to show up every time i've proven to myself na i did okay. 
          
          'yun lang! 
          
          lovelots, zaonix jade.

zaonixx

hala jusko, gulo-gulo pala table of contents ng mga story ko. gulat naman ako nhay'ed. kaya pala parang ang bilis ko natapos kainis. ngayon ko lang naayos HAHHAHAHAHAHA tinamad na tuloy ako mag-ayos ng plot kung yung table of contents nga gulo ems BWJAGSHAHSHHAHAHA hay inis

zaonixx

and i don't if sakin lang pero ayaw sa save offline ng works ko wth
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zaonixx

bukas dapat 'to, e. napakaboring lang ngayong duty hours ko sa ojt. wala pa students HAHAHHAHAHA kericakes magpublish, baka bukas hindi, e
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zaonixx

hindi ko na siya binasa or nirewrite gaya ng plano ko. super delayed na kasi talaga, as in. january pa dapat 'to ta's january ko rin irerewrite kaso nagkaroon ako ng super busy sched. and now, i dunno if may icecensor ako na some scenes. 
            
            guys, kung may pamilyar man sa nangyari at nakilala niyo ako bigla dahil diyan, i just want to say na HAHAHHAHAHA wag pakiseryoso pls. wala na kasi ako maisip na plot. i've been so so soooo distracted and wala na ako maiplot. 
            
            actually, ever since shs, the reason why i like having so many crushes kasi nga writer ako. nagkakacrush ako for the plot, literal HAHHAHAHAHAHA 
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zaonixx

This January, I have been planning what to write, when to write, what could I do to help me back on writing. That's why I wrote a mini compilation of one-shot stories about the Jeepney experience I had throughout the year. In fact, I have a series I want to write. Aside from that, I already have a finished short story that's gonna be posted days from now.
          
          In the first few days of our OJT orientation, I was writing almost every hour. My own, my friends', and even my family's experiences. I do not care anymore as long as I am writing. That what excites me.
          
          My first few days being deployed, I was still not getting used to writing here. It would be awkward if they saw me always typing on the phone. I don't want to write. 
          
          Until recently, at my 6th week of being an OJT. I lost it all. 
          
          Ideas running out. Words not found. 
          
          That's when I realized... I am having a hard time. 
          
          What scared me the most was the fact that even though I have an ongoing subject in mind in terms of romance, I can't write a thing. I was confused why. 
          
          The only thing I am holding was that I have a story yet to be published this April. 
          
          

zaonixx

I don't know when, but I know that during this OJT, I won't be able to write a thing. I prioritize my rest as I am an hour away from the university. I can't even do my other hobbies. 
            
            Katakot pala siya BWJAHJSHAHA. Nakabasa din ako last time ng tweet that one of the canon events of being a 19yo, mawawalan ka raw ng motivation sa pag-aaral or passion mo. Doon lang ako natauhan na ang tagal ko nang di makapagsulat at wala na ring napasok sa utak ko. Narealize ko na lang bigla na wow, ilang buwan akong hindi ginambala ng mga multo at di natuloy kong written works.
            
            Hindi naman ako takot na hindi makapagsulat this year. 'Yung part lang na ang dami kong plano tapos dahil lang sa work, nawala? Hindi ko alam if kaya ko pa siya in the future if hindi ako nagbuild ngayon. 
            
            I suddenly had the thought na, "itutuloy ko pa ba or memory na lang na nagsulat ako?" Hay, juskong existential crisis 'to.
            
            Kudos to every office worker who can still do what they are passionate about, even if it takes 12-15 hours at the office (including the transpo). 
            
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zaonixx

NEW STORY IS UP! 
          
          
          Let's take a look at what Maxene and friends would do at the time when their passion is at risk. 
          
          
          Update every 8TH and 27TH of every month! (Hope I'll never forget HAHAHA)
          
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/372863367?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=zaonixx

zaonixx

Last 2 chapters na lang ng kwento nila Caster Jiro at Sanya Jean sa Our Love On Spring! Will promote it once finished. 
          
          
          To whoever sees this; enjoy! Bless you all! Have a nice day ahead! ♡(◕ᴗ◕✿)♡