zay.

@zaygotnochill ohho 'she’ll start thinking she’s special'— zayn bhaiyaa, she IS special and you know it .. we both know you’re just happyyy your HOME is finally back 
          	  I won't say anything to her, dw .. go enjoy your time with her! you’ve done enough heavy lifting with my drama aaj T_T

@zaygotnochill 'i've got you, alright' bhaiyaaa, you’re going to make me sob again! thnk youu for being so real with me .. no one has ever explained it like that .. that my feelings were real even if he was wrong .. mtlb bola but iss trh nhi *crying emoji*
          	  
          	  pta i actually cried a bit after reading your msgs, and honestly? I feel so much lighter after crying it out 
          	  
          	  dw tho, I have this one rule .. once I walk away, I never look back, no matter what .. maine vaapis jaana hota uske paas toh ab tk chli jaatii .. but ik jaakr kujh ni honaaa .. sb same rhegaa .. and i don't wanna get hurt again 
          	  you’re so right, I deserve better than that mess .. i'm going to keep your words close and protect my heart from now on .. thnk youuu for having my back, truly ✨

@jattwontcaree hey… look at me for a second, yeah
          	  
          	  you’re not crazy
          	  
          	  you went through something really messed up, and what he did that day… that wasn’t okay at all. not the physical part, not the lack of consent, not the way he treated you after. anyone in your place would’ve been shaken by that. the fact that you still tried to act normal, still held yourself together, that says more about your strength than anything else
          	  
          	  and the cheating part just proves it even more… he wasn’t confused, he wasn’t “going through something”, he was just wrong. completely. you didn’t lose someone good, you got out before it destroyed you even more
          	  
          	  and loving him even after all this? that doesn’t make you weak or stupid. it just means your feelings were real. you don’t switch that off like a button just because the other person turned out to be bad
          	  
          	  but listen to me carefully… missing him is one thing, going back to him would be another. don’t mix the two. you can grieve what you thought he was, but don’t forget what he actually did to you
          	  
          	  and that eye contact… yeah, it feels like everything in that moment, but his silence told you everything you needed to know. no apology, no regret, nothing. that’s not someone who deserves access to you again
          	  
          	  so no, you’re not crazy
          	  you’re just hurt
          	  and you’re allowed to cry about it, just don’t let that pain pull you back to the same place that caused it
          	  
          	  i’ve got you, alright