zaynesaurora

Every time I talk to a guy who is my type or close to my type - I'm immediately reminded that IRL basically suck and icky. They keep proving to me that fictional men are WAY better as they actually care for the MFC, support her, be a shoulder to cry on, etc. 
          
          The men my age, they just want a hook up then done. Like 'yeah,  thanks for that. It was great, tlaj to you later. Or see you.'
          
          Then they ghost or pretend they don't know you. And they wonder why they're lonely 

I'd just like to say for those who followed me when I had my Harry Styles one shot book up before I deleted it. And then where I was planning to rewrite them but never did. Its because I lost interest in Harry tbh. I still love his music and listen to it on occasion. Its just what happens in life. And I can't write for a celeb I don't hyperfixate on anymore nor. REPEATING MYSELF: STILL A FAN OF HARRY'S MUSIC AND CAN'T WAIT FOR WHEN HS4 COMES OUT. I'm also going to be honest here;  its weird writing fanfic for a real person. I get we're writing a fabricated version of Harry based on what we see from his public appearances.
          
          I'm not writing anymore and probably never will again as its just something I don't like anymore

Hey, so sad thing that's going on in my life right now and it may affect my writing for I don't know how long. My sister and I need to find somewhere else to live because we can stay where we are and my father is leaving due to personal reasons. I don't know where we're going to go or live. I've got work and so does my sister, but we're looking for apartments to live. I'm sorry. I'll try to write while I can while working on college, but I don't know anymore

Took down my post about Liam because of his passing. Still, he wasn't a great guy behind closed doors. But he didn't deserve to die, not at all. I just wanted to respect him by taking that down with his passing. He deserves peace and rest. It's a horrible time right now. He was a part of our childhoods being in a band, making memories for us to remember. 
          
          Fly high Liam 

help I'm in my Leon Kennedy phase . Trust me, I'm still in love with Harry Styles. That ain't going away. I've been a fan of his music for almost 5 years and the same for my crush. But just Leon Kennedy and his background story. His character arc, just chefs kiss. He's extremely attractive, he's pixels I know, but still

i know I haven't posted in two years due to personal things that have been going on in my life and just no motivation at all. I unpublished my Harry styles one shot book because I'm going through them and making some changes in the parts and rewriting them . The book will be back up once I'm done doing so :)