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happy holidays everyone !!!!!! hope you all have a gorgeous time and sending every single one of you hugs ♡⸜(ˆᗜˆ˵ )⸝♡ new chapter of taoc up to celebrate !!!!!!!!!

Wtf im so mad at zayn for going w gia!! IDC, he's gaslighting celine. istg, leave him cel lmaoooo

zayn just kicked off his first solo tour and i just posted two new chapters of taoc!!!! great day to be a zayn stan!!!!

updated all my book covers and love them so so much (crazy that it took almost two years for me to change them lol)

new chapter of taoc up now my friends!!! hope you’re all doing well cause i know im not!!! (im a 1d stan and also american… double homicide these last two months (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥))

I just can't express enough how much i love taoc !!!  Can't wait to read what u store for us  patiently waiting for another update & I really want to reread it again starting fr the start, so I'd def do that once the story is finisheeeeed. It's one of my fave stories in Wattpad. Thank you for writing this MASTERPIECE (yes, masterpiece, bc the plot? the format and all ARE BOMB) ‼️

new chapter of taoc up!!!

it hurts knowing the end to a story you felt was inevitable because of so many signs, but hoped you could change, but couldn’t. i hope liam is able to accept the ending of his story on the other side and find peace in knowing there were people in this world that loved him. i hope maya is able to find peace and is surround by nothing but love. i hope his loved ones find peace. i hope that little one in you who thought of him as a comfort place finds peace. thank you. sending you all hugs ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

i mourn the part of myself i lost after learning about his abrupt passing. i fear my inner child had never been able to properly move on from hoping that the boy band who brought her so much joy when nothing else would, would somebody come back together, and it breaks her heart knowing that it will never happen. i mourn for his family, friends, and those who loved him who weren’t able to save him in the way he saved others because he never wanted to be a burden. i, however, sympathize with his ex partner who is probably also left conflicted knowing that her abuser is gone, but there will never be any true justice for her. he will never take be able to take accountability for the harm he caused. it’s all been very tough for me as i have not felt such grief since the lost of my own family member ten years ago and this feels like the same level of dread and heartbreak. my grief feels heavy considering i never knew this person. (2/?)

i wanna take a moment to say rip to liam payne. i have many complicated feelings towards his passing due to watching him struggle in the public eye for so long, reading about his last moments, and knowing the man he was before the recent news. he was kind and his presence held a special place in my heart due to one direction being my comfort place during my adolescence, and constantly brought my inner child peace when she was screaming out (even now). i mourn the loss of a person who more than likely left this earth wanting nothing more than to please people, but unfortunately felt he wasn’t doing it enough. i mourn the young boy who was exploited and not given the proper time to learn to find himself. (1/?)