zbsxlay

I can't wait to graduate so i can block every student and teacher i have in my contacts .. i hate them all ..

zbsxlay

I woke up at 6 am studied till 5 pm just to find out I'm studying the wrong lessons ... Have never cried that much ... Now let's pull a full night cuz i need to study for my math exam and prepare for bio exam ... Let's pray i won't die today ...
          
          + I just hit my 3rd cup of caffeine today, the record is going.. 

zbsxlay

The only thing tgat convinced me to study now , that even tho it's midterm week i woke up every single day at 4 am just to study mathematics.. there's no way will give up now after all the sleepless night i put myself thro .. 
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zbsxlay

I woke up at 6 am studied till 5 pm just to find out I'm studying the wrong lessons ... Have never cried that much ... Now let's pull a full night cuz i need to study for my math exam and prepare for bio exam ... Let's pray i won't die today ...
          
          + I just hit my 3rd cup of caffeine today, the record is going.. 

zbsxlay

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Today was the last straw for me , there's that one girl in my class who keeps making fun of everyone thinking that she is funny and cool , so i told her to shut the fuck up while while throwing my tea on her hair ... I got my first school violation and they called my dad... My dad was so proud actually actually and told them ' my daughter is not waiting for you to stop a bully so shut up ' ... Ig i took my behaviour form him after all ...and when the teacher told me she will call my dad thinking i will get scared i told her ' lemme give you his number ' .. she got so made ..loll .. i mean all the teachers saw that girl behaviors and they did nothing at all so when she made that joke about my anxiety i just smiled while pouring my tran on her .. 

zbsxlay

+ not to be mean , but she is fat , ugly and stupid.. 
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zbsxlay

I think i had enough of trying to save my friends...i need and have to save me .. I'm not responsible for anyone future and just because i love them do much that does not mean i should take care of them for the rest of my life.. I can't wait to graduate... 

zbsxlay

I feel so guilty for that .. why I can't save them ? , why i should see them drowning and suffering without being able to do anything? 
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zbsxlay

My classmates think that I'm so smart or smth , cuz I'm always on the top of my study never had any homework delayed and got high marks .. I'm just a hardworking student.. i barely even sleep... 

zbsxlay

Me putting extra efforts on every single subject to the way i will cry my self and bleed my eyes untill i get the full mark is my most red flag ever.. 
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