zbsxlay

I have queen friends now , like real ppl , it's so comforting,  

zbsxlay

I wish I am in 9th grade again reading fanfiction again and having many online friends again,  life was easier back then . Now I am behind in uni , everything is so hard , I am not even sure i am choosing the right path and I have been single for years now , god how miserable I feel . 

zbsxlay

My brain unlocked alot of childhood memories,  and I randomly remembered i got cocsa , I haven't been dealing with it well at all , I mean I have been taking many classes to avoid thinking about it cuz it always makes me cry so much , I was just a kid why would they do this to me , but it made sense why I am hypersexual and I am even more disgusted by myself 
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sh2mless

Miss you alot

sh2mless

@zbsxlay omggggggggg finally ive been waiting for ur reply for everrrrr 
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zbsxlay

@sh2mless hey babe , believe me , I miss u more , I mean if u wanna reconnect or something i can give u my insta 
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zbsxlay

I woke up at 6 am studied till 5 pm just to find out I'm studying the wrong lessons ... Have never cried that much ... Now let's pull a full night cuz i need to study for my math exam and prepare for bio exam ... Let's pray i won't die today ...
          
          + I just hit my 3rd cup of caffeine today, the record is going.. 

zbsxlay

The only thing tgat convinced me to study now , that even tho it's midterm week i woke up every single day at 4 am just to study mathematics.. there's no way will give up now after all the sleepless night i put myself thro .. 
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zbsxlay

I woke up at 6 am studied till 5 pm just to find out I'm studying the wrong lessons ... Have never cried that much ... Now let's pull a full night cuz i need to study for my math exam and prepare for bio exam ... Let's pray i won't die today ...
          
          + I just hit my 3rd cup of caffeine today, the record is going.. 

zbsxlay

I think i had enough of trying to save my friends...i need and have to save me .. I'm not responsible for anyone future and just because i love them do much that does not mean i should take care of them for the rest of my life.. I can't wait to graduate... 

zbsxlay

I feel so guilty for that .. why I can't save them ? , why i should see them drowning and suffering without being able to do anything? 
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