zebumblebee

@GiveThemTheBlood Thank you for respecting my decision, I really appreciate that and the fact that you took time to tell me too :') Shall keep writing, thanks for the support and I'm glad you like it ;D

123ghtty77

Late but I have to tell you that you're awesomeeeee
          
          I love both Give 'Em Hell Kid and What's The Worst That I Can Say? Being the two stories of yours I've read. 
          
          And I just wanted to say that, while I'd rather you didn't, I respect your decision to take Give 'Em Hell Kid down :)
          
          Please keep on writing though, because you're really good and I do enjoy your work. Okay.
          
          I'ma go be a freak somewhere else >.<
          
          Bye :)

zebumblebee

(P 2 of 2)
          
          I felt as if I was imagining myself and fantasizing about meeting Gerard and him possibly falling for me. It annoyed me, stupidly so. It annoyed me to the point where I felt pathetic, and I constantly went back and kept trying to maybe edit it to make it not so...the way it is? I don't know. Whatever it was, I couldn't continue on and write another chapter because I was just like in the end: you know what? What am I doing?
          
          It's actually unbelievable how much I criticized myself for writing it, and my writing style. The entire plot...everything. It was meant to be a little fun, just some practice, because I really love writing. 
          
          With WTWTICS?, it felt different. It was much, much more related to MCR. I'd used Helena as inspiration, and it just worked better for me, you know? It had much more of a plot than G'EHK. I sat and listened to Helena for hours to get into the feel of it, and I enjoyed writing it so far than G'EHK. I haven't criticized myself so much about it either. And the latest one, Look Alive Sunshine, I've wanted to write a Killjoy story for a while. I haven't had a single problem with that. 
          
          I'm going to be honest, I only really want to update those to stories, not G'EHK. I'm sick of constantly going back and wanting to change it all and fretting over deleting it. I'd rather just remove it and save it for a day in the future to re-add for giggles, you know? I want to write other stories, my own stories, and other fanfics like Batman...but I can't do that without putting my hands up and warning you all to not expect much from G'EHK anymore. 
          
          I love MCR. They saved my life once, they cheered me the fuck up. But after what I saw what some fans were like, it's made me sick to the stomach ever since. Gerard doesn't deserve to be written about like that, he doesn't deserve to be imagined up doing things with his THREE YEAR OLD AND LITTLE BROTHER. 
          
          Right, that's me. Once again, thanks for reading this bible haha. 
          
          -Sam xo

zebumblebee

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Right, need to get this out , I'm gonna get a lot of shit for this. I don't care, sorry. (P 1 of 2)
          
          I SHALL be continuing these stories. At least I hope so. I'm not so certain about Give 'Em Hell Kid, and I'll explain very shortly why. 
          You see, I was scrolling down tumblr, as per usual, and suddenly a post about this apparent 'Baycest' thing caught my eye. This was a few months ago...and yeah, it contains not only Mikey and Gerard doing intimate things, but Gerard's fucking what, three year old daughter? The post didn't contain any of these things or anything, but they were ranting on about how sick people are. I completely fucking agree.
          
          You get the average fans which like the music and admit to people that they're proud MCR fans. Then there's the ones who worship them, write the clever, smart fanfics about them. Then there's the creepy, overly-attached ones that do this? No. Just fucking no. Waycest was always a little bit too weird for me, but when I heard about this I felt sickened. 
          
          After I finish these MCR fanfics, I'll be drawing the line for me on writing stories about them. Maybe even delete them later. I don't want to be associated with being one of those fans who write themselves as being Gerard or Franks girlfriend or whatever. Some people have done it cleverly and I must say, I've enjoyed a few. But some are just insane. I'd already sworn that I'd never do that, which is why I never wrote my name or described myself in the stories. 
          
          Give 'Em Hell Kid was my first MCR fanfic, and to be honest, I just started it with a single chapter and winged it. I haven't got a proper plot line for it, just something vague and small. I based the character on Emma Maree, this Australian Youtuber. But after I started writing What's The Worst That I Could Say?, I'm gonna be honest, I began to go off the idea of G'EHK.