zeeandhazza

I still can't believe this happened... These boys were such a big part of our lives and one of them is just gone now. How is this real.. I'm still in denial. 

zeeandhazza

The lack of bottom z zarry fics is really sad. Honestly, i think I've read like each and every book with that preference on wattpad and ao3. I don't think there's any new to read at all cause I've read EVERYTHING. I'm not even kidding, i searched on ao3 for hours and there are no books to read with the preference I'm looking for. I have a feeling I've read all of them(not entirely sure tho). Sure i read top z zarry books every now and then and i even read books with other pairings and other fandoms but none of them makes me feel the way that bottom z zarry books do. Idk what it is but i just can't be interested in any other kind of fanfictions, like i will read a story and like it but i will still not be completely interested and sometimes I'll just stop reading them because i get bored so easily but i know, I KNOW that if it was zarry with MY preference then no matter how good or bad it was i would read it without a second thought. Which is why having so less content is really frustrating to me. I literally have to force myself to read other fics and i just can't. I try but after reading like 2 chapters im out of there. I keep rereading old fics and wish that the author would write another one so bad!! We need more bottom z zarry fics!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm desperate at this point  anyways lol sorry for the rant. 
          
          And same with music like when are we getting new music? ZAYN? ARIANA? DOVE?(ik she just released a song but i need a full album) HARRY? (i know we're still in harry's house era but i want a new album already), ughh why am i complaining abt these things when i have much bigger problems irl lmao

zeeandhazza

@amantemusica9 i agree. Most zarry stories portrays zayn's character in a villainous way and i hate that lol. I actually don't mind reading top zayn every now and then but i definitely do prefer bottom zayn more. I also do hope we'll have more bottom z writers. It's kinda sad that people who did write bottom z are no longer writing at all and Nowadays, wattpad is so dry.
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amantemusica9

@zeeandhazza thanks love . I have read some of these . It so happens that I relate real Zayn more to a vulnerable and raw characters and that is mostly perfectly portrayed when he is a bottom . Unfortunately most of the zarry fictions show him in a macho stereotype that I very much find uncomfortable to read. I hope someday we will have more  exciting stories that experiment with layers of his personality rather than a dominant villainous zayn
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@Justperfected lol let's blame the fandom instead. i used to be an innocent 15 year old before wattpad and ao3 and look at me now  my friends irl still think im innocent and whenever they talk about porn im like 'eww i don't watch porn' (i genuinely don't) but in my head im like ' i read and write porn instead' gotachaaa. omg we do need therapy :0
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Justperfected

@greengold1d Oh My God!!! You need special care!! 
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Justperfected

@zeeandhazza sameee! But I don’t write theories…you guys make me a whore in theory with all these zarry stories.. So i blame you! 
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zeeandhazza

heyyyyy
          just wanted to let you guys know that i'm unpublishing 'livin in a daydream' for now. i have a lot of ideas for it but i'm sorta confused what i want to do with. i have some re-writing to do. so yeah, i'll probably only publish it after i figure out the story line and all that. bye for now!!

zeeandhazza

What about a story where a doctor is performing an autopsy on a dead person. Yk cutting the skin and taking the organs out from the body, while doing that he takes the heart out of the corpse and its in his hands and at that exact same time the light goes off and when the light comes back, the dead body is gone??? Or maybe the dead body slowly wakes up and makes an eye contact with the doctor and gives him a creepy smile?? Idk lol 
          
          I had this idea some years ago after watching 'The autopsy of jane doe' (it's amazing btw) 
          
          I'd be thrilled if anyone would write a fic with this prompt. I mean i tried to do it myself but it was a big fail heheuu so yeah. Please don't forget to credit me if u write it though 
          
          

zeeandhazza

So some months ago after reading 'The Shining' by Stephen king. I had this amazing idea for a book. I thought about it for months and months. I imagined the whole story in my head, planned it all out, i researched about the stuffs i wanted to write for hours, outlined the story, i even had an ending planned out but never actually wrote it. (I mean i wrote like 2 chapters but that's it)
          
          And when i was imagining about this story, i had random one shot ideas so i wrote them down just for fun yk, never even intended to publish them but somehow, right now, those one-shot ideas turned into stories and idek how that happened. 'harry's dork' and 'livin in a daydream' have no definite plot, I'm just writing whatever pops up in my head lol
          
          I'm a pantser who tried to plot but never wrote what had been planned 
          
          (PS - 'The Shining' is so scary, i had nightmares  over that book. I was so afraid that i got insomnia cause i was too scared to go to sleep) 

zeeandhazza

@zarrygirlzquad also I don't know if I'll be able to write horror so idk lol ‍♀️ 
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zeeandhazza

@zarrygirlzquad I'm planning to. I think i need to do a bit of more planning but i hope I'll be able to do it soon ;) 
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