zeetheshipper

I want to start posting again, maybe. It's been so long... Wattpad is so changed, now. I don't know how to feel about how commercial it has become. But it was the first home of my writing, and I will never entirely not belong, here. The madness and depravity in me is shared among the community, even if it doesn't feel as much like a community anymore. Or like the safe space it once was for me to share bits and pieces of my inherent chaos, intrinsic to everything and everyone that has ever been alive, through characters and stories. I don't know why I'm writing this... Just a little sticky note reminder hurtling into the abyss, the void, the cosmos or something undefined instead. 
          I'm here. Still here. 
          I guess we'll see how things go? To try or not to try, that is the question.
          40 is a nice number to end on but I do have a couple more books that are close to done, living in my drafts. I haven't done this in a while. It's kind of nice, strange as this might be for whoever may read it. I hope you're well, stranger. It's a weird world.

Hi there! I just finished reading your Harringrove fanfic, and I loved it! I wanted to know if there was any possibility I could translate it into Spanish, of course, with your permission, giving you all the copyright and under whatever conditions you want. I hope you read this, have a nice day!

I guess if I have anything to announce, it's that I've got a Jedward Twilight sequel to The Wedding that I'm almost through with. Also have a Drarry fic, if I can get around to editing it which I rlly don't wanna do yet ;-; but I wanna also know if anyone is having the same experience as me. Why are there so many random bots on Wattpad now? Keep getting comments about someone wanting to turn my story visual and I genuinely can't tell if it's real or not anymore. It's happened too many times... Am I on a list I don't know about or smth? 
          

Hey, followers =) two months later, I'm back. Dramatics aside, my fellow Marvel fans should know I've got a Shuri fic and a Sambucky fic just about ready for em. I'll be honest, 2024 was weird. I got through okay and all but yeah, existence is a strange thing, isn't it? For all of us, I suppose. Anyway. 2025, pls don't kick my ass, I'm doing my best. Happy late new year, proud of you for making it far and making it through and well, till my next announcement, later guys <3

Hi, followers! So.. Update of sorts. First, I'm on Ao3 now =D iamarainbow is my username.. I'm new there but I've written a number of things if you're curious. Writing hasn't been easy for me for... Sort of a while now. The past weeks, probably months really. I wouldn't say life has been too rough to handle of late, it's certainly been worse for me before but I'm not exactly on top of the world either. I'm just.. Getting through. Like we all are, yk? So take care of yourself bambi. I don't know when next I'll feel like a new book again, not to be hella dramatic buttttt Wattpad has done a lot for my writing journey so I'll always know I can come back home if I wish. It's different now from when I started.. For better, for worse. Mostly the latter but eh. The duality of all things. Always a bit of both. Ahem. Lemme not go all introspective now. I'm on Ao3 as iamarainbow so check it out if you're drawn to! I know things are rough for many people, for instance with the US election results coming through among so many other things you, reading this right now, could possibly be facing. It's your life though. Please remember that. Yours. The government, parents, friends and strangers, bullies and society; it all exists but you're you, yeah? And we're here. And we're still going. That makes you a badass, agree or not, I'm right ;) anyway. Keep going, boop. And I'll see you when I see you which may be soon, who knows, I sure as hell don't.. Bai for now BD

Hey are u okay ?

I'm having uni issues so writing has been... Hard lately. Really hard. Take care of yourselves, guys. Try to prioritise it. This world can only destroy us if we let it, I think. To those who grew up prioritising academics above all else, please remember that the educators that care are a rare few. The rest want a paycheck and to go home, they will not be the ones to save you. And your parents, as much as they may push or, on the other extreme, ignore your stuff? They would almost certainly prefer you were here, in the end. A bad grade is a bad grade. Just that. Not a sign of stupidity, weakness or some sort of sign you deserve the label failure attached to you forever or at all. You have years of your life. This place will pass. It has no choice but to pass. It's not been great here heh... Can you tell? I hope you all are well. If you aren't, self kindness please. Being alive is hard and weird more often than we would like. G'bye~

@quanxiis ah, thanks but I doubt I'll be doing another fic for them unless inspiration randomly hits some day. Glad you enjoyed it though, I had fun writing it too~

Hello, excuse me are you going to write other ziam fic ?

Hi followers. Uh.. Not an exclamation mark type of day I guess. I just wanted to announce that I'm slowly putting my books on Ao3 as well. 3 out of 4 now lmao. I'm just gonna... Do it so I feel like they're somewhere completely fanfic-safe and beloved by its community. Run by fans themselves, you know? I'm... Umm... Yeah, that's it actually. Right! Name of the account is iamarainbow well for now at least. So there you go. When I feel more settled maybe I'll add it to my profile here. Not leaving Wattpad ofc... It's given me a scare these past weeks but it's still home to me. First place I realised I could free my writer's mind. E shock me. Kk. Thanks for seeing this. Don't be too upset with the random notif, I just felt it was important to post. In case someone thinks it's plagiarism some day, I gats proof ^-^