zelgin

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I wanna write again. Cringe but free. If you are irl friends please fuckin block me because it's embarrassing. Cringe but free. Please. I'm so unstable. I just need the happy back. I'm literally begging if you have this fucking app still. Block me irl friends. please I'm begging. If I see any of you mother fuckers snooping I'll block you myself. Ue ue ue
          	
          	Redo old stories. Art books. Shit like that. Wanna feel the old happy. Could be the mental breakdown talking, but wanna write. So irls fuck off. Please.

zelgin

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I wanna write again. Cringe but free. If you are irl friends please fuckin block me because it's embarrassing. Cringe but free. Please. I'm so unstable. I just need the happy back. I'm literally begging if you have this fucking app still. Block me irl friends. please I'm begging. If I see any of you mother fuckers snooping I'll block you myself. Ue ue ue
          
          Redo old stories. Art books. Shit like that. Wanna feel the old happy. Could be the mental breakdown talking, but wanna write. So irls fuck off. Please.

zelgin

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So the new book is out. The first chapter is just kinda explaining shit and asking questions. There will probably be a lot of angst in it and they might be a bit ooc since I like to project onto the characters ( idk if that's the right word)

zelgin

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Might make a book of just dream smp and friends. Maybe? Like headcannons, small stories, drawings, and rants. I've been looking at fanarts and have been gaining ideas from them all. It's mostly badboyhalo at the moment but I will work on the others headcannons to later. Would people like that? I would, but idk if it'll be updated a lot due to fucking school and mental health going down the drain.

zelgin

Haha awah alrighty!
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NoNamedNerd

Do it do it do it do it do it do it do it—
            
            
            But take care of yourself first
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zelgin

*banging fists on desk over and over* DADSCHLATT DADSCHLATT DADSCHLATT DADSCHLATT!!! GIVE TUBBO DADSCHLATT!! CHANGES HIS WAYS FOR HIS SON'S SAFTEY!!TUBBO STEPS IN TO PROTECT HIM WHEN WILBUR GOES AFTER SCHLATT!! MAYBE TUBBO DIES MAYBE NOT!! JUST GIVE ME DADSCHLATT!!!

zelgin

Also there is good angst for the dadschlatt au. I've been looking on tik tok and I kinda wanna do a oneshot book of random ideas. Idk though since the fandom is confusing.
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zelgin

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Just unlocked a long lost memory of a whole ass channel called venturiantale. I used to love their stuff when I was younger. I was just vibing watching tubbo when I was hit with a jonny ghost cosplay. Now I gotta watch their old videos again. Shit.

zelgin

@amidivis06 yeyeyeye! Sadly I lost that friend. They didn't die but they were bad for my mental health, but if you want anyone to talk to I'm here lol. I need more friends anyways.
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amdivis06

@zelgin that’s so nice, I never had a friend who watched their vids. I have a friend nowadays who quotes a different youtuber but still. Jordan and them were my childhood
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zelgin

@amdivis06 awah, hell yeah! I used to know a lot of their lines but I can't remember many of them. I had an old friend who would just quote their videos with me.
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