i have died again , once again my soul has stopped.
stopped feeling enlightenment from the beauty of the clouds and the flowers.
Nature.
it has shapeshifted moved.
just yesterday it was nothing but a mere seed with a possibility of growth as it,is as other seeds are
now it's a tree, a big tree 
with its shadow hanging over my brain 
consuming all the energy needed for my body to grow 
my corpse just like another 
my heart shattered just like another
I am gone 
but do not look for me
I have left traces, yes 
but not for you to follow 
but just for when i decide to return 
when i do 
dont wait on me 
just watch the sun rise as it always does and ride the train as you always did 
because you can't stop time 
neither can i
even from beyond the grave.