@zeta_epsilon Yeah, that last moment stays with you for life. Though I hope you aren't beating yourself onto it. I wouldn't want to imagine how it feels to lose someone you cherish so much, i have two bunnies and it burns my blood when someone says if they are still alive or how they are still alive till now. Three days ago, my grandfather died and it was my first time I saw a dead person up so close, and I have checked the breathing of many people becoz of my paranoid self and it was also the first time i checked and there was no breathing. It made me remember my last moment with him, since it was me who was with him in his last moments and...man that man was almost trying to curse me, he wasn't quite sane during that moment, so I am glad he is out of his misery now.
But yeah, the bottom line, cry if you feel like, feel the emotion, moment, and don't think about what ifs.
