zeta_epsilon
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I think I'll be having anxiety if this continues.. Lol imagine me having anxiety! For all my life I have never thought of what will happen tomorrow. I always enjoy the day as it comes but now every time I go to sleep, all I've been thinking was if i will be able to wake up to have another day. I'm already on meds. I'm just being dramatic, maybe, i don't know.. I'm not used to visiting any clinic or doing some blood work and lab tests. I should get back to writing rather than waste my time on things i don't have control with. At least i do have control of my stories. I just wished to have all the motivation to continue. Please pour some on me
zeta_epsilon
@Cingdoc I'm trying to make them all short stories but i just can't stop the idea of making another chapter if something comes up. Remember the book title: fri(end)s? I believe you haven't read the last chapter
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Cingdoc
@zeta_epsilon OMG , I didn’t know there were updates … not 1 but 2 !!! I’m going right now to read The Heir … my favorite little gem. I hope you are doing well. I’ve been recuperating from a procedure for my right shoulder. I can at least change my clothes without assistance now but it still hurts and my range of motions is very limited ;(((
Algedi_Deneb
@Cingdoc flash floods and landslides are the killers with storms mostly to the nearby sea area. The storm surges are unexpectedly high that can easily wipe out the land
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Cingdoc
@Algedi_Deneb Praying for you all . It’s scary to have back to back ones. Some things I don’t miss from living in Asia ; I’ve lost an Aunt and her unborn child and other relatives from a landslide due to a Super Typhoon 50+ years ago.
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taurusngbv
its okay i love all your storues just dont forget to update the other stories you have pls
zeta_epsilon
@taurusngbv i will. Thanks for letting me know you're waiting for my updates. Thank you for the motivation
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taurusngbv
pls dont think of anything else you will be fine i know you will pls dont think of any negative thoughts just happy thoughts pls you are my favorite author your brighten up my day i dont want you to be gone pls
zeta_epsilon
@taurusngbv I'm trying. Don't worry. I'll finish my books. I'm sorry if I'm going to publish another one or two although i have a lot to update. I just don't want to let the excitement slip out of me :)
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zeta_epsilon
I think I'll be having anxiety if this continues.. Lol imagine me having anxiety! For all my life I have never thought of what will happen tomorrow. I always enjoy the day as it comes but now every time I go to sleep, all I've been thinking was if i will be able to wake up to have another day. I'm already on meds. I'm just being dramatic, maybe, i don't know.. I'm not used to visiting any clinic or doing some blood work and lab tests. I should get back to writing rather than waste my time on things i don't have control with. At least i do have control of my stories. I just wished to have all the motivation to continue. Please pour some on me
zeta_epsilon
@Cingdoc I'm trying to make them all short stories but i just can't stop the idea of making another chapter if something comes up. Remember the book title: fri(end)s? I believe you haven't read the last chapter
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zeta_epsilon
I'm sorry for not updating. I need to focus on my health for a while or else i might not be able to update at all. I just got out from the clinic with additional lab test and list of meds to take. I'll be back when things got better and it won't take long. Maybe 3 weeks maximum coz i don't want to abandon my stories for too long or else I'm going to lose interest in them
Goodnight ❣️
Cingdoc
@zeta_epsilon I see. Just follow whatever the doctor says and hopefully you will be better
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zeta_epsilon
@Cingdoc the funny thing i have good cholesterol level. I'm even anemic. Only 91 hemoglobin and smaller size than average carrying oxygen to my brain. Now my doctor wants to find out the root that caused it with additional lab test :(
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Cingdoc
@zeta_epsilon Sending you well wishes for a speedy healing. The meds will help stabilize the BP. Please get plenty of rest and don’t worry about us. We will patiently wait for you and we are NOT going anywhere ❤️
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zeta_epsilon
You don't have to be everyone's cup of tea. Be gasoline. Set sh!t on fire :)
zeta_epsilon
@Topggukietaetae I'll try to have it prescribed. I hope to see my doctor this weekend
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Topggukietaetae
@zeta_epsilon Oh? Sir...maybe lessen the stress. But...then in today's world it's expected. Hmmm there are medicines for BP too! Might try that? And it's good that work life is good, one less thing to worry about!!
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zeta_epsilon
@Topggukietaetae work is good. I enjoyed it but my blood pressure always spikes up like I'm all good then suddenly i feel dizzy :(
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zeta_epsilon
I have a survey. I hope everyone will participate. Which one would you like
Jk as race car driver
Taehyung as doctor
Or
Tae as race car driver
Jk as a doctor?
zeta_epsilon
@Cingdoc I've seen what happened to nepal, Indonesia and some activists here encourage us to do the same but i personally think our citizens would never reach to burn the presidential residence. All we can do now is have faith and pray for change
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zeta_epsilon
@shdora92 i feel the same. If i make him the race driver, i might make it a top tae than top kook :)
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zeta_epsilon
Is this the sign of old age? I'm getting lazy to write. The imagination ran out of storage. Out of stock! The story is still clear in my head. I just don't know how to start or finish a chapter :( I shouldn't have started a new story but I'm trying
Topggukietaetae
@zeta_epsilon Hmm? I completed that story? Yeah, just an epilogue is remaining which is half way written. If I am being honest....i wanted to take it down and rewrite it. That book had the potential to be a large book and not a short one..but alas, I would give an epilogue thou!
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zeta_epsilon
https://youtu.be/sLZ_koI3qi8?si=RoUjR94T3tZKJPg9 Sharing this song. Setting the mood to write while feeling empty inside :(