zhanyi__yizhan
I am very sorry to those people who are waiting for my next update.... But my mental conditions are bad right now.... My parents are forcing me to get married... I have no objections on arrange marriage.... But i am only 20 ... I will be 20 next month.... And they are forcing me... Now this fast... I know this things will come but not this soon not before 25 .... But guess what... Every thought of my about my parents are wrong... At first they told me about a man who has a good job... My mom Constandly talk about him and his family... And as a imaginative person I have imagine my life with him not knowing his name not seeing his face..... Only know little bit of his job... I have protest in my marriage... Still I have imagine all this with that guy.... But then there come another marriage proposal.... By another guys family.... Now my parents are forcing me to agree to marry this new guy.... I am in mess... I scared.. I know woman have no family no house in this world.. I hate being a woman I hate it... I am at my end part before ending myself... I really want to burn myself alive... It would be the best punishment for me ...... I am sorry... For making you all Dsappointment.... I am not a good human... I am sorry to everyone ssoo sorry...
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@zhanyi__yizhan hey don't hurt yourself . I know it's hard .stay strong and stand up for yourself. Hope everything trun out well
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