I'm going to delete this account and create a new one it's because I totally sorry for all of you and okey I'm going to admit that I'm a worst person ever okey I'm going to tell to all of you how lonely iam like my mom is in control of me of course that's what the real mothers doing but I love him cause I know what's she's doing a strict mom.
I was in the house, I'm just allowed when she say so if not then not, if I push what I wanted to he literally punish me for that, I have friends I'm just afraid inside, like i say I was afraid of everything, I don't trust everyone, alone in the dark feeling, like i was chained cannot escape the reality that I can't escape, I don't understand why I felt alone, no one wants my attention I so sad deeply, so depress, nobody wants me as a friend, okey im the silent type boring, I don't do this to get you're attention I was just saying who iam really, i hope i was like q guys, that are independent of anything, I hope you all have a happy day of you're life's unlike me, no real friends. Stay safe everyone