zhjoiya

I think i have an ED, guys 

zhjoiya

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I feel so fucking worthless, and so unlovable. I’m sorry, Juli, ‘cause i’m slowly pushing you away. I hope you understand. I don't even know if you got new messages for me, ‘cause i haven’t checked it, yet. I feel so fucking awful these past few months, and i hate it so much. I know, i already told you, but i feel so fucking bad, for you. I hope that you understand, what i’m going through, even though, it is my fault, i just can’t help it. I hate these thoughts, so much. I’m trying my best, i’m trying my fucking best. I feel so awful, i feel so fucking bad, i feel horrible, though, you’re still befriending me, even called me as your favorite one. You’re so kind, and sweet, you make me feel loved. You don’t deserve my fucking treatment, so, i wouldn’t be surprised if you cut me off, though, i will feel bad, but, i deserve it anyway. You're my favorite, too, and ilysm. So, i’m really sorry, Juli, sweetheart.
          
          — Joia

zhjoiya

@zhjoiya Sad girl, ampota, hindi niya naman makikita ‘yan
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zhjoiya

@zhjoiya Oa, ‘tang ina, nag-vent ba naman sa Wattpad
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