𝓏𝒽'𝓈 [𝒾𝓈𝓁𝒶] ✰

just watched the most gut wrenching reel of haobin reaching and running for each other the moment the lights went off on stage, cried for like 20 mins, watched another reel that was a compilation of the most heartbreaking videos of zb1 from boys planet to now AND SOBBED MORE HOW DO I EVEN LIVE AFTER MARCH </3 TvT

HI GUYS.
          so i in fact, did not update. TvT
          i would highkey be so annoyed if i was yall bc i keep promising updates but not doing so, so once again, im actually so so sorry... TvT
          but i was working on the update, and its actually pretty long so i was trying to just get out like half of it but then yh came and bombed us with all their announcements, and now we have reflow album and are 99% disbanding......
          
          and im so extremely sad abt this bc i actually love zb1 to an unhealthy level, but i think my bigger problem w this and the reason why i stopped writing is because WHY DID I LITERALLY PREDICT THIS HELLO???? LIKE UR ACTUALLY JOKING ME AND WHY IS YH ALSO TALKING ABT INDIVIDUAL PATHWAYS FOR THE MEMBERS LIKE THEY BETTER NOT SEND HARIBOZ BACK TO CHINA...
          
          SO THAT IS LITERALLY WHY I STOPPED WRITING, LIKE IM NOT JOKING BUT ATLEAST 75% OF THE CHAPTER WAS DONE, AND THEN.
          
          i was literally getting back into the flow like i didnt write for half a year so i lowk forgot how to, and then once i was feeling the vibes again, we got all these announcements and im not joking bro, i was so scared bc why did i literally predict this...
          
          and the crazy thing is that i've read other fics before that literally PREDICTED things that happened to zb1, like i've talked about it before, but there was this one fic that predicted haobin's naughty cover, which was in 2024, but the actual fic was published in 2023....
          
          and i read another fic (it was a sad one TvT) where the author said at the end that they wouldnt be writing another sad one bc they didn't want to like manifest that into reality (like not manifest but ykwim right?)
          
          but basically now im just way too freaking scared so that was why i stopped writing for the past few weeks..
          
          i dont even know what to do bruh.
          
          but trust, that update is coming someday guys TvT i think ill just do a boysplanet scene (pls suggest ones u wanna see)bc im rlly stuck and do not want to continue w the plot rn...
          
          lets pray zb1 gets a miracle..
          
          ~ isla <333

THESE RECENT NOTICES FROM YH ARE NOT DOING ANYTHING TO EASE MY HEART PLEASEEE
          they're talking about individual potentials and whatnot ISLA ISTG IS YOUR FIC ACTUALLY GAVE YH IDEAS im about to HUNT YOU DOWN TvT

guys im crashing out.
          
          so i mightve actually predicted the future in tfilwyom.... because if you havent heard, yunseo and seungeon are leaving evnne to return to yuehua...
          
          which means we are cooked. i think we all know why.
          
          yall that ot9 renewal aint happening.
          
          i feel like its kinda expected after the 2 month extension thing but this literally just confirmed it: yuehua's gonna take back hariboz, gyub, yujin, and make a 6 member group w yunseo and seungeon, or maybe hao and/or ricky will go back to china on solo careers, following the literal plot of my fic??????
          
          this is genuinely crazy to me because when i started tfilwyom a year ago, i quite genuinely believed that there would be some sort of miracle and that zb1 would last forever............
          
          i mean theres still a chance-
          
          TvT
          
          bruh i dont even know at this point, but all the signs are pointing towards a new yuehua bg. 
          
          im actually, seriously, genuinely pissed.
          
          plus yuehua can't even manage groups properly like what happened to tempest.... and we won't even talk about everglow okay, they had the biggest potential to become top 4th gen gg but then yuehua literally like locked them up somewhere and they disappeared completely....
          
          and call me insane and delusional but i genuinely believe that haobin are together (even tho in my fic i made it otherwise) because literally, have you seen them? that can't all be fanservice bro. but i actually won't be able to stand if something happens to haobin, like while i write and read fics abt them, they are still actual real people, and if they are actually something irl, i can't even imagine how painful it will be if they actually get separated bc of freaking yuehua. like if they're actually real, i genuinely wish for them to have the happy ending they deserve, and i really hope that stupid companies won't get between them.
          
          anyways that was a long rant, ill talk more in the update (which im workign on) heh:)
          
          have a nice day/night/whatever time it is <3
          
          ~~ isla

hey guys.
          
          soooooo guess who it is?????
          
          I AM BACK. AFTER A WHOLE AS YEAR.
          
          ok it hasnt been that long, like only 5 months since ive been on wattpad..........
          
          GUYS I AM SO EXTREMEMLY SORRYY, LET ME CATCH U UP ON WHAT HAS HAPPENED AND WHY I WAS INACTIVE FOR SO LONG
          
          so basically, i was just super duper caught up in school. I just had my finals exams a week ago, and we're getting our grades back and i'm so happy because everything so far has been around 95% and higher!!! 
          
          apart, from that, nothing has really happened, but i just kinda forgot about this fic and acc as i was locking in for skl...... i'm truly sorry guys TvT
          
          ok but i am true to my word tho, ok, like even if it takes me 3 years i will finish tfilwyom. i just need some time to reset and get the fic back into my brain, plus probably do a profile makeover to start on a fresh page and motivate me to write again!!!
          
          i feel like this yr in skl, ive learnt a lot of writing techniques and styles, and definitely expanded my vocab, so i feel like my writing can be better now! im rlly excited to write, i just need to break the ice a bit and wash away the rustiness ahahhaha
          
          to those who have been waiting for my update, i am really really so sorry, but you could expect a long update in the next month or so!! sorry its taking so long, but theres still 5 or so weeks until school ends, so i wont be able to update during then.
          
          but i will get into updating my profile rn, and i will start writing again tonight!! im so excited ehehehehe, and thank you to everyone who has waited for the past half a year- i will try not to disappoint you guys!!!
          
          thank you for all your patience and love, i'll see you guys with an update as soon as i can:)
          
          ~~ isla <3

HELLO EVERY BODYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
          
          GUESS WHO IT IS.
          
          BACK AFTER LIKE 4 MONTHS OF BEING INACTIVE.
          
          SO UM...
          
          FIRSTLY I AM SUPER DUPER RLLY RLLY SORRY THAT I HAVENT UPDATED IN LIKE LITERALLY 10 YEARS TvT
          
          MY EXCUSE IS SCHOOL AND EXTRACURRICULARS...... BUT LOWK I WAS ALSO HAVING A GIGANTIC WRITERS BLOCK ON THRE CURRENT CHAPTER AND  I LIKE KINDA GAVE UP AND JUST RESORTED TO READING AO3 FICS BC SOME OF THOSE ARE INSANE.
          
          BUT TRUST. I NEVER LEAVE ANYTHING UNFINISHED OKKKKK
          
          EVEN IF IT TAKES ME 3 YRS I WILL FINISH THIS FIC.
          
          I ACTUALLY CANNOT ASK U GUYS TO BE PATIENT W ME OOPS BC ITS BEEN 4 MONTHS SINCE THE LAST UPDATE BUT I HAVE A 2 WEEK SKL HOLIDAY SOON SO IF I CAN FINISH ALL MY WORK WITH IN THE FIRST FEW DAYS THEN I WILL UPDATE
          
          I AM LOWK GETTING COOKED BY SKL SO I HAVENT HAD ANY SPARE TIME TO WRITE...
          
          I'VE BEEN THINKING ABT TFILWYOM THO SO HOPEFULY THE WRITING WILL COME ALONG WELL AND SWIFT
          
          ONCE AGAIN IM RLLY SORRY... I LEGIT JUST DISAPPEARED AND NOW I COME BACK AND THERE ARE SO MANY VOTES AND COMMENTS SO TYSM FOR ALL THE SUPPORT GUYS<3333 I LOVE YALL
          
          ANYWAYS, I MISS U GUYS A LOT AND I WILL TRY MY BEST TO GET THE UPDATE UP ASAP
          
          FOR NOW, SEE YALL LATER!!
          
          ~~ISLA <3

heyyy where are youu?? i miss youu

YO YO YOOO I AM BACK EVERYONE!!
          
          i feel like the past month literally went by in such a blur, camp was so fun eheheh and having no devices was honestly fine?? the only downside was no music but i was singing the blue paradise songs everywhere anyway so it didnt rlly matter ahahahha
          
          but firstly- thank u guys so much for all the votes!! like i swear we just hit 100 and now were close to 300?! im honestly so happy tysm guys <333
          
          AND. the school holidays starts this weekend, which means i will be updating!! i just gotta get thru this week of skl, and like ten billion assignments and homework and stuff, but i will make time to write! the chap is half completed alr anyways so~
          
          if anyones forgotten whats been happening in the fic, the last thing was the rlly giant smut scene so- i think thats gonna help yall remember what happened real quick hahaha
          
          anyways, update is coming soon!!
          
          MWUAH~ BYEEEE GUYSS

hi guysss
          
          so um... sorry for getting ur hopes up but no chapter this week bruh.. like i seriously tried to write it but its not done yet:(
          
          as i said in my last post, i am actually goin on that one month camp in like half an hour ( its 6am rn lmaoo) so ill br on hiatus for the next month:(
          
          im sorry u guys have to wait so long for another chap, but once i come back, its the holidays for me so i will spoil u guys then<33
          
          ill miss u lots, see u in a month!!
          
          sorry again for not updating i feel like a bad author TvT
          
          ~ isla <33

GUYSSSS OMG IM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE VOTES AND READS ON TFILWYOM TYY GUYSSSS <333
          
          but firstly im so sorry for not updating recently, i've just been rlly caught up in school work and stuff... but i will try to update next week!
          
          the reason why is bc in 2 weeks, i go on this month long school camp thing and we cant bring any devices so-
          
          (if anyone reading this is in my school, its kinda a dead giveaway of who i am.. praying that my classmates never decide to go on wattpad)
          
          i missed yall alot<33 
          
          ALSO FREAKING STREAM TF OUT OF BLUE PARADISE ITS SO FREAKING GOOD
          
          AND DID YALL SEE THE CONTRACT RENEWALSTUFF???? HELLO'??    PLS OMG WE NEED TO FREAKING MAK ZB1 FAMOUS ASF THIS YR SO THEY DONT DISBAND
          
          AND HAOBIN PROMO OMD NOT HANBIN SAYING THEYRE LIKE A MARRIED COUPLE BRO-
          
          theres just so much jebe stuff these days im like overwhelmed and dying-
          
          and haohao has a lot of solo schedules so im very excited for thoseeee
          
          anyways~
          
          see yall pookies, update should be coming next week!!!!
          
          i luv yall<3