zh's [isla] ✰

hi guysss
          
          so um... sorry for getting ur hopes up but no chapter this week bruh.. like i seriously tried to write it but its not done yet:(
          
          as i said in my last post, i am actually goin on that one month camp in like half an hour ( its 6am rn lmaoo) so ill br on hiatus for the next month:(
          
          im sorry u guys have to wait so long for another chap, but once i come back, its the holidays for me so i will spoil u guys then<33
          
          ill miss u lots, see u in a month!!
          
          sorry again for not updating i feel like a bad author TvT
          
          ~ isla <33

GUYSSSS OMG IM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE VOTES AND READS ON TFILWYOM TYY GUYSSSS <333
          
          but firstly im so sorry for not updating recently, i've just been rlly caught up in school work and stuff... but i will try to update next week!
          
          the reason why is bc in 2 weeks, i go on this month long school camp thing and we cant bring any devices so-
          
          (if anyone reading this is in my school, its kinda a dead giveaway of who i am.. praying that my classmates never decide to go on wattpad)
          
          i missed yall alot<33 
          
          ALSO FREAKING STREAM TF OUT OF BLUE PARADISE ITS SO FREAKING GOOD
          
          AND DID YALL SEE THE CONTRACT RENEWALSTUFF???? HELLO'??    PLS OMG WE NEED TO FREAKING MAK ZB1 FAMOUS ASF THIS YR SO THEY DONT DISBAND
          
          AND HAOBIN PROMO OMD NOT HANBIN SAYING THEYRE LIKE A MARRIED COUPLE BRO-
          
          theres just so much jebe stuff these days im like overwhelmed and dying-
          
          and haohao has a lot of solo schedules so im very excited for thoseeee
          
          anyways~
          
          see yall pookies, update should be coming next week!!!!
          
          i luv yall<3

i miss tfilwyom so much like i sobbed over the book yesterday (i looked SOO ugly istg)
          i hope you're doing well❤️❤️

guys forgive me for now... but i'm kinda busy w school and other stuff like extracurriculars so i actually genuinly have 0 time to write..
          
          like i kid u not, there is literally no time... i wake up at 6 30, catch the bus to school, finish school at 3 30, catch the bus home, play piano and do homework at 4-5, eat dinner, go fencing at 5 40, come home at 9, and i have like maybe an hour or so to catch up on other stuff like emails and extra homework and then i go to bed... 
          
          like i mean i am guilty of wasting like 1-1.5 hours per day on social media like catching up w texts and stuff (zb1 content) but im a teenage girl yall...
          
          and ik it could be used for writing time, but its all in like little sections of like 20 mins and i cant lock into the mood plus write in just 20 mins like my ideas will just start flowing and then ill have to wrap up...
          
          the chap is 1/3 done right now... but i have writing club at lunch tmr at skl so i will try to write then (kinda awkward explaining to the ppl there why i dont want them to read my fic but um-) anyways~
          
          i promise im not slacking tho i genuinly have no time TvT
          
          i am very very very sorry:(
          
          that is just ur typical authors apology for not updating but i actually am sorry *sigh*
          
          see yall hopefully soon~
          
          (ps tysm for the votes we hit 200 YAYAAYYAY!! ik its not a lot and im not like one of those well known haobin authors lmao but it means seriosuly so much to me so ty<33 )
          
          byee ;3

yall i shouldnt be but im planning my next fic already help- 
          
          (it means that tfilwyom is slowly coming to an end oop- dw theres still atleast 5 chaps)
          
          but help me choose a titleeee~
          
          its gonna be the highskl au that i was thinking abttt
          
          so i have some options:
          
          violin notes under a twilight dusk
          violins, essays, and a sonata of love
          coffee stains and h̶̶e̶̶a̶̶r̶̶t̶̶ bow strings     {guys the heart is supposed to be strike through like crossed out yk but i cant do that for some reason-}
          nocturne under the twilight dusk (when i fell in love with you)
          starlit sonatas under the twilight dusk
          cadence of a twilight dusk (our love told in d major)
          can you hear my love for you? (nocturne in d major)
          the reason why (i love you) in d major
          
          um ik thats a lot... but thats exactly why i cant choose-
          
          its inspired by a piece called the reason why by ayasa that hao used to always play predebut (if u havent seen it plsplspls go watch its so freaking good) and its in d major so thats why lmao
          
          i think im most stuck on the reason why (i love you) in d major, or coffee stains and h̶̶e̶̶a̶̶r̶̶t̶̶ bow strings, or nocturne under the twilight dusk (when i fell in love with you), but i seriously have no idea-
          
          pls help yall

guys just to get u excited... spoiler alert: in one of the following chaps hao as a soloist writes lyrics for one of his songs.. and. well, we can guess who it's about right-
          
          so lemme give u the chorus spoiler:
          
          so i’ll send my love across the sky
          and hold you in my heart every time i close my eyes
          through the quiet nights and the endless days
          i’ll keep you with me in so many ways
          i’ll hold you close, no matter where we are
          we’ve made it this far, we’ve made it this far
          
          so i’ll send my love through the stars
          and carry you with me, no matter how far
          through the quiet nights and the endless days
          in my heart, you’ll never fade away
          i’ll hold you close, even when we’re apart
          1000 kilometers away, but you're always in my heart
          
          
          so its actually an og song- i asked chat gpt to write some lyrics and rhyming words and then i tweaked everything so it makes sense and follows our plot-
          
          ngl im kinda obsessed w the lyrics- i would make it a real song fr but i dont have a melody um.
          
          but yes! i hope that got u excited- i might post more spoilers soon idk:)

GUYS TYSM FOR ALL THE READS AND VOTES ON TO FALL IN LUV WITH YOU ONCE MORE <333
          
          
          RLLY IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME:D
          
          UPDATE IS COMING SOON, SOMETIME IN THE NEXT 3 DAYSSSS
          
          ALSO I DESPERATELY NEED THAT HAOBIN HIGH SCHOOL FIC THAT I MENTIONED IN THE LAST CHAP I THINK I NEED TO WRITE THAT AFTER THIS...
          
          SERIOUSLY  LIKE ITS A GOOD IDEA RIGHT-

CHAP 20 FINALLY OUT OMD- GO READDDDD

OK GUYS IM KEEPING MY WORD UPDATE COMING IN 30MINS-1HOUR YAYAYAYAY

guys lets ignore when i said it would come out TONIGHT bc im well aware its tmr night rn....
          
          um.
          
          sorry guys:(
          
          the problem is i realised that theres like a whole section not written that i thought i already did-
          
          oops..
          
          but i also started school this morning.. so i didnt have time to write that section...
          
          i'll try do it at lunch tmr, but ifi dont have time i will write it on saturday and sunday.
          
          TRUST ME IT WILL SERIOUSLY BE OUT BY SUNDAY AND YALL NEED TO HOLD ME TO MY WORD LIKE SPAM ME IF U WANT IF ITS NOT OUT IN 3 DAYS.
          
          ik lots of us live all around the world so timezones are different, but it will be out in approximately 3 days from now whenever u read this:)
          
          guys im actually incredibly sorry but im still a highschool student and i have fencing training thrice a week and i do other stuff too so i dont have time to write TvT
          
          i swear ill try do it at lunch tho.. bc literally i just talk abt random shi with my friends otherwise..
          
          the only thing is i dont want them to know that i write gay smut like-
          its ok yall ill do it in the library LMAO
          
          anyways~
          
          sorry for the rant and i am very very sorry bc i said it would come like three times and the chap didnt so:(
          
          atleast yall will get spoiled bc im pretty sure when i write that section the word count will get to 20k like damn what-
          
          and after this chap ill probs do 1 update per week bc school: (
          
          byeee<3