@zia103
I'm so afraid to feel something.
I don't want to feel so much, only to find out I wasted it on the wrong person.
I'm tired of playing the fool. It's time to put up the barricades and chains. I can't afford to get hurt again.
I should have met you long ago.
So, so much before...
The difference between the words straight and curved,
Were discovered.
"Curved"
-Krizia 2022
Found my soulmate,
But he wasn't for me.
Thought we looked pretty,
But it ended so ugly.
He knows everything about me,
Even if I won't tell.
I know nothing about him,
And he never tells.
I don't feel loved. I just feel used.
I don't know if it's the Monday anxiety that's keeping me from slumber,
Or perhaps it's the thoughts of you that continues to linger.
I am but a mere side character in your life. Only meant to pass by.
I love listening to these heart wrenching music, imagining I was once in love, when I actually never was.
Poor women of the 1800's, whom have not been given freedom to choose.
Poor women of the 21'st century, whom have too much freedom but no one to choose.
When will I ever feel free once more?