wheeler's whore

I haven’t been updating because i’m very busy at school. BUT I NEED TO LET THIS ONE OUT. I don’t know what to feel. So yeah, I’ve had a crush on this guy for 5 years. HAD. So my gf now and my ex-crush are close friends. I don’t really know what to feel like, my gf told me that she felt really jealous with me and my ex-crush because we are group mates in one activity in school. Me and my ex-crush been gotten really close because of the group works. But I still spared time with my gf, I’m always by her side. She opened earlier that she got jealous of my ex-crush and me. Is it okay that I kinda felt like she doesn’t trust me? Because I already repeated it to her even before our relationship started that I’LL NEVER GO BACK TO MY EX-CRUSH. And I always reminded her that I love her and I would never trade anyone for her. LIKE I REALLY FELT LIKE SHE DOESN’T TRUST ME AT ALL. 

i need to let this all out, i just got betrayed by a friend who i least suspected that would betray me. i did everything to make her happy, i did everything so that she would feel appreciated. then my teacher knew about her and us (friend group) that we were backstabbing girl who we once were friends with. i asked who leaked, then it was my bestfriend. i didn’t want to believe it at first when she said she leaked our gc, i was scared. i told my mom about it and now she wouldn’t even speak to me. she probably thinks i’m a disappointment. i’ll be called to the guidance counselor this tuesday. i don’t know if i wanna live or just jump up a building and die 

ST4 V2 broke me :((

hi

so i told some of my classmates who i'm into today, then this one classmate of mine said "did you know that he was dating this girl before" "did you know were super close" LIKE BITCH I DON'T FUCKIN CARE and i didn't win the contest i entered weeee such a day.

Y'ALL HAVE YOU SEEN THE ALL TOO WELL SHORT FILM?? SADIE'S ACTING WAS SO GOOD. DYLAN O' BRIEN IS SO HANDSOME. SBSJSHSIEHE

DYLAN KINGWELL IS HANDSOME ASF

i just finished asoue and its AMAZING<3
          
          if you haven't watched it, watch it. 

oh no he likes another girl ://

a series of unfortunate events is so niceee 
          
          (im still at s2e5)