Awake I open my eyes to see,
A hospital, so white and clean,
I was walking up to the roof, I think,
Then can't recall at all a single thing,
Held a hand for me,
You were there I know,
But couldn't reach the me,
That would fall down all the time,
But stand and reach my hand to
see..
Have you tried crossing over yet?
Ah, wanna die! Wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood!
More and more, they're never done,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah, wanna die, wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
If I died, you would cry,
And I don't know why...
Every scar, all the blood!
More and more, they're never done,
Not enough, not enough...
When I forget you,
I'm all alone without a place to go,
But then played a mirror like a show,
The past, I used to know a dream,
Til I see every part of me,
Eyes are red, following and,
I wanna live, wanna live,
Deep inside l've always been,
Reaching out for a hand,
So don't let this be the end,
Mushrooms growing on my head,
Still remember even then,
Where you are, when I'm dead,
Ah wanna die, wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
You know it really isn't fair,
Every time I forgot,
You remain inside my thoughts,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah, wanna die, wanna die, wanna die!
But I still couldn't die,
With you by my side,
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay,
Lalala lalala lalala lalala~
And the scars never fade,
Memories that replay,
Rewind, yet again...
To the pain we felt that day.
