But then again? Those it matters to be excessively loved ?? I've craved love, in the most unmanageable ways, I wouldn't say it hurts...but it does ...oh it does. Am overly obsessed with Ethereal things ... am intrinsically connected with the aesthetic of life, and I crave to see more and more about this wonderful and gracious life. Am ziphibia aka joined in grace, made out of nature. .people call me weird and find me strange, but what do they know?? I crave peace, beauty, intelligence, and wisdom. Am so entangled, obsessively entangled in knowing more about nature and how it has come to be.   How on earth were we made in this beautiful universe just for us to live once? I want to live forever, amidst this bewitching world. I crave natural and exhilarating intimacy with nature. . . If life is love can i live twice??