Hey Ronnie... It's been a little more than two months, and I still can't get myself to believe that you're gone. Everything is so different now. I'm a completely different person now and it's crazy. When you left, I refused to let anything out, I still do. I don't cry in front if anyone any more, I don't let anyone hurt me or take over my life. I feel like I'm another version of you...well what I thought you were. You used to be so strong, what happened? I guess you just left everything inside until you couldn't hold anymore. I'm afraid that's going to happen to me. You used to help me, give me hope, but now you're gone...I just don't know what to do anymore. I've shut everyone out, I've lost my friends, I've lost so much. But I act like everything is fine, and that's all that matters... Ronnie please just find a way to come back. Come help me, please?