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crying so im going on ppls books and thanking them for basically saving my life. when i started back at wattpad after a 2 year hiatus, i was so suicidal. in wards week after week. i finally got back on my feet thanks to you guys. i love u guys so much. thank you for supporting me and everything i do. thank you so much. when i was in 5th grade i was a bloodied, abused foreign exchange student with bald spots in my head due to having bulimia. by 7th grade i was living in america and good at english, when i started writing, it let me escape from reality. from my mother. thank you so much. i was such a shitty writer but i truly believe you guys saw me for me. thank you. i could never thank you enough. i am bawling writing this. im not sure what to say. im growing up, im losing interest in writing by each day, unfortunatly. i want nothing more than to write but to write for you guys. i have no ideas. ive milked myself dry. most of my plots come picked from other books. it makes me feel shitty. i am so sorry for letting you guys down. im not quitting but its in the realm of possibilities im going to stop writing. my first ever book got 100k + reads, it was such a shitty book but people love it. i love you guys so much. thank you. i sound like a broken record, "thank you" but i couldnt do it enough. you guys have kept me living. my life sounds so fake. its almost like im dying everyweek. i had corona, had a seizure, attempted twice in one week, abused, adopted. whatever the case is my life is shit. im sorry. im sorry, i dont know what to do anymore. i want to write so many books but you guys wouldnt read them. im sorry. im gonna try and finish all my books before i leave. everything is just sucky except for you guys right now. i doubt many people will read this but if you are here, reading, listening: i appreciate you.
i love you guys, thank you.
-sevanna