literally deleted my old account in order to not try to talk to you again and yet at night i still help but think about you, i don't know why to be honest, i hadn't before, for a good two years i hadn't thought about you, i was convinced i was over you and then last year something happened and now my mind is full of you, i've tried so hard to forget you or forget about us or what used to be or what could have been and i feel like i've gone insane and i want to be able to not think about you anymore, maybe this will help i don't know maybe it'll make it worse, i don't know im desperate to forget about you
