@zoomzoomvroom12 you probably don't believe me and i don't blame you if you don't, but i am a better person now, there really wasn't any excuse for how i was back then, could tell you it was the undiagnosed bpd, my mom, my terrible emotional regulation, a bunch of stuff but none of it really takes away what i did and i'm sorry, and again you don't have to believe that i'm better now, or anything, but i am, and i would like to be friends with you again but if you say no that's okay and i respect it