also the last part of the prev post was not a dig at anyone or an attempt to bring up old drama, so please forgive me if it came off that way. i just think it’s funny how last year, i thought all this fallout that was always crumbling around me would be one of things that would eat me alive forever but I now one of the worst days almost managed to slip my mind entirely. and while, i still deeply regret that conflict and all the mistakes i made out of anger and fear and sadness, i don't think about it as much or as obsessively as i used to. healing is a revolutionary process and i learn something new about it every day <333