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ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR, LOVELIES ‼️

zoramones

I know i don’t talk about my grandmother that much to anyone, but… a year ago today was the last time i saw my vavo alive and well. a few of my aunts and uncles were there at the retirement she lived at during her last years, so it was like a little unplanned christmas party. my parents and i, couple of aunts and uncles and vavo all squeezed into this tiny room clearly made for one. she had a stash of turtles chocolates that she immediately offered to me when my family had settled in. i didn’t even ask her if she had them, she just knew that i really liked turtles so she had this big box full of them, along with a few extras, and it was like she had them ready for me before i had even come over. she always did that, not just with the turtles chocolates, but with other small things too. usually it was little treats like chips and chocolate. but what it was never really mattered. it’s the fact that she ALWAYS knew what i liked — even though she was this tiny portuguese woman who couldn’t speak or read or understand english — she still knew what i liked and she always made sure i had it. her last words to me that day, and her last coherent words to me were “i love you” before she sent us home with that big box of turtles for me to have. but this christmas eve, i can’t see my vavo and i have nothing from her that i can go home with anymore. and it’s just really hard for me to be happy today, even though things have been good. i have all these gifts and all this love, but i will never have those things from her anymore. and that’s all i want.

zoramones

merry christmas eve, y’all and hold the people who always have something waiting for you close tonight <333
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zoramones

hi, just a quick question so please answer if you see this!!! but do y’all care if the update timeline of a fic is not consistent??? because i really wanna post my st fic soon, but i have a lot of content planned out that i feel won’t be ready in time for me to update consistently just because i am a slow writer and perfectionist. and i don’t want it to lose hype if i post one part and then post another much later. i’ve been working really hard on this story and i want it to be good for y’all, so i would really appreciate your opinions and feedback <333

cobracade

this is quite long and i do apologize:
            
            in the past few months, i’ve found it so refreshing to just update at my own pace and on my own accord. when i worried about being consistent and trying to get updates out, it was putting a lot of stress on me and making it to the point where i didn’t even want to write anymore. i felt like i needed to write and update and i was putting out chapters that i wasn’t truly proud of. now that i’m writing for myself and writing on my own time without worrying about having to constantly be consistent has lowered that stress and i’m taking my time writing, which has made me feel so much prouder with my work. it’s just important to make sure not to let too much time go in between chapters to where, like you said, it loses hype. but even if that happens, it’s important to remember who you’re truly  writing for. the comments and the feedback is great and it’s nice having others read your work especially since you put so much effort into it and you’re proud of it, but at the end of the day you have to ask yourself: is it for me or for them?
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zoramones

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i cant’t believe there are people THIRSTING over and stanning zionist n*ah schnapple in st5 promo photos. like … he’s a fucking disgusting piece of shit AND he’s the most average brunette dude i’ve ever seen in my life

zoramones

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get out of town ZOHRAN MAMDANI FUCKING WON ‼️ oh my god y’all congratulations!! <333 hopefully this marks the beginning of better days for y’all down south of the great white north  ❤️

zoramones

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