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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WILL BYERS ‼️ <333 you deserve so much better than what those dumbfuck straight men gave you :’)

one year ago today, i lost my vavo who was one of the most beautiful people in my life. today is also my yiayia’s birthday and she doesn’t even know that because of her dementia. i love and miss them so much and i just wish they were still here because i really need them right now. god, I wanna be a kid again.

LITERALLY three days late i’m so sorry but HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH ❗️ sending the biggest virtual hug to all my black mutuals and friends on here ilysm <333

guess who’s going on antidepressants!!

CATHERINE O’HARA DIED ⁉️ omg rip to an immensely talented canadian icon and it girl

the month’s not even over and there’s been multiple shootings perpetrated by these ice terrorists in the SAME city and elsewhere. their victims are not criminals or illegal immigrants (and it wouldn’t even matter if they were), america has lost a number of their citizens due to these unwarranted, brutal attacks; one of them was a queer woman with a small child and another was an icu nurse at a veterans hospital. this has never been about getting illegal immigrants into custody and preventing crime, ESPECIALLY under trump. this is just a ploy for him to rack up  the highest deportation numbers and to jumpstart authoritarian control over the country. the entirety of the trump administration needs to be impeached. they are violating the law and blatantly lying about it and this cannot go on. justice for renee nicole good, alex pretti and all the other victims of these brutal, lethal attacks by men in phony uniforms and status with too much power. these “law enforcement officers” need to go find a real fucking job and stop killing people. FUCK ICE ❗️

ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR, LOVELIES ‼️

so… i heard that finale was shit. would y’all be still be excited if i posted my st1 sometime this month???

honestly i don’t really care about st5 but if they kill off my girl joyce… look for my face on a milk carton because i will be GONE. same thing goes if it happens to el or max

I know i don’t talk about my grandmother that much to anyone, but… a year ago today was the last time i saw my vavo alive and well. a few of my aunts and uncles were there at the retirement she lived at during her last years, so it was like a little unplanned christmas party. my parents and i, couple of aunts and uncles and vavo all squeezed into this tiny room clearly made for one. she had a stash of turtles chocolates that she immediately offered to me when my family had settled in. i didn’t even ask her if she had them, she just knew that i really liked turtles so she had this big box full of them, along with a few extras, and it was like she had them ready for me before i had even come over. she always did that, not just with the turtles chocolates, but with other small things too. usually it was little treats like chips and chocolate. but what it was never really mattered. it’s the fact that she ALWAYS knew what i liked — even though she was this tiny portuguese woman who couldn’t speak or read or understand english — she still knew what i liked and she always made sure i had it. her last words to me that day, and her last coherent words to me were “i love you” before she sent us home with that big box of turtles for me to have. but this christmas eve, i can’t see my vavo and i have nothing from her that i can go home with anymore. and it’s just really hard for me to be happy today, even though things have been good. i have all these gifts and all this love, but i will never have those things from her anymore. and that’s all i want.