@zoya_r28 Ahmmm.... Hey, first of all, please don't think you're a failure. One result can't decide your whole future, and just because something didn't work out the way you wanted doesn't mean you're not capable of doing amazing things. You still have so much ahead of you, so please don't give up on yourself.
And look, if you remember after Keif wrote Jay's exam, we saw their result. Yuri got 99.9% and Keif got 99.8%, but does that mean Yuri is better than Keif? NO 😭 We all know Keif is wayyyy better. So one exam or one result doesn't decide who's better or more worthy.
I don't know if your siblings are like Yuri or what, and I'm no one to judge because I don't know your whole situation, but you're the best too, just like our Keif. Don't be so hard on yourself. Being the eldest doesn't mean you have to be perfect all the time.
And honestly, some of what you said is kinda relatable. I'm an only child and my parents have a LOT of expectations from me too, and sometimes I genuinely don't know how to manage studies and the things I actually enjoy doing at the same time. I love reading novels, watching dramas and series and journaling, but balancing all of that with studies can be so hard sometimes.
I don't really have friends in real life because I barely have time to actually spend with people, and I don't usually make friends online because I never know when my parents might see something and delete my account. But honestly, I really like talking to you through your stories and everything, and I'd love to be friends with you and get to know you if you're comfortable with that.
Btw, I'm Prisha! I'm from India, I'm 13.5 right now and turning 14 soon, and I'm in 9th class. I thought I'd introduce myself properly since I'm asking you to be friends with me.
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