zubi_you_know
https://archiveofourown.org/works/69053321/chapters/178931176 Souvenir ao3 link cz Wattpad version has too many errors
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zubi_you_know
Posted after ages. Back to my ghost girl chapter 7 is posted guys
Madness_be_Boundless
@zubi_you_know oh no, don't apologise. You didn't even write a sad ending and I was devastated, but I LOVED that story so much. If it wasn't a happy ending, idk what I would have done. I was holding my breath when at the ceremony after 7 years Heuningkai appeared, I immediately started praying, 'Please be Taehyun's boyfriend'. And when he said, he'd like Yeonjun to meet his boyfriend, and you wrote like "Yeonjun could never forget that aura that man held" I was like please that's not Beomgyu, please let it be Taehyun. I was soooo relieved when it was Taehyun as Kai's bf but I was crying after that too. Cz the whole story was so angsty I felt so relieved it was a happy ending. You're so strong for writing these. And I'm too emotional. Do you remember I had said I'd take a break from angst stories after reading that? See my state lol. I think there was another reason for me being so devastated. It was just the time after university admissions, and my friends were now scattered, everyone going to different universities, some changing districts. And that transition, of letting go after being in the same section for 8 years, shook me even tho I didn't have that much of a close bonding with my friends. I didn't get to choose the subject I wanted. my parents forced me into taking something else. I felt like everyone was starting a new chapter towards their dreams and my dreams were shattered. Even after getting the subject I wanted to study, they forced me to take a different subject. I was overwhelmed. That was also a reason it took so long for to reach out to you. Your story really hooked me up so so much. And I think you can tell that I tried to think from the perspective of your characters.
zubi_you_know
@Madness_be_Boundless yes dear, you really did put yourself in the position of each of the characters. And I'm so sorry to hear what you had to go through. It's really difficult to get our round and it's so sad you didn't get to choose the subject you wanted to. I'll pray nonetheless that this path brings you success too and you find your happiness.
Madness_be_Boundless
And I understand Beomgyu. Really. I realised maybe he was struggling the most. Yeonjun knew his love was one sided. But Beomgyu was in a dilemma, his love wasn't one-sided. I realised we were shown only what happened after their marriage. We weren't shown how lovely Beomgyu and Taehyun's relationship was in the past 3 years they dated, that's why readers got irritated for Beomgyu cheating Yeonjun. But to think that their marriage was not even a year, and Beomgyu dated Taehyun for 3 years, where Taehyun was the first person to pull him out of his misery. Ofc Taehyun left the largest impression on him. Letting someone is not easy when you know the other person loves you back. At that moment, cheating felt like breathing to him. And that struggle of what to choose is so hard and the fact that he struggled so much going there every single day and talking with Yeonjun when he was in coma. Honestly everyone was hurting, Taehyun, Beomgyu, Yeonjun.
It's been two months since I finished reading that. I initially planned on reading the last chapters again (the ones I didn't leave comments on), and comment on them. And I'm saying all these to you so late, because still now, I can't gather the courage to read those chapters again. It emotionally shook me that much. That's why I'm saying all these here.
Madness_be_Boundless
@Madness_be_Boundless I'm glad I could read it in a way no one else had ^^ but I really need to control my emotions from taking over my daily life lol. Let me ask one thing. Why do you like sad endings so much?
zubi_you_know
@Madness_be_Boundless I find them real and beautiful. There's a whole different beauty about sad endings which I can't find in happy ones.but I believe if a story has angst all through ut should have a happy ending, and if the characters are all happy throughout I like them getting a tragic end.
Madness_be_Boundless
@zubi_you_know aaaah I see. Can you suggest me a story? I was thinking about reading souvenir. I read 2 chapters and the vibe you described, if it's happy all through then it has a sad ending. And that summary that said "You gave me this souvenir, I'll cherish it forever" or something, that already seems like someone dies after giving their last gift to the other :(
Madness_be_Boundless
Hello author. Do you remember me? I am here to say that I am extremely sorry for seemingly disappearing after reading the story '2nd lead' halfway through. I didn't leave. In fact, I finished the whole story in like 3 days maybe, 4 days at most, I barely got any sleep bcz I was sooooooooo hooked onto that story. Like I wanted to sleep but I couldn't because I wanted to know what happened next. I would try to sleep, toss and turn and come back to my phone reading 2 more chapters, then try to sleep again and again my brain would be like what happens next and I'd read again. And yk the last few chapters I stopped commenting because I was just so out of energy. So I thought, let's finish reading it cz I can't sleep without finishing it.
I intentionally didn't leave any vote or comments bcz I thought, "let me finish the story and get some sleep and when I wake up I'd come back to leave votes and comments." I was literally crying so much before and even after the happy ending. For the next week, 2 weeks maybe, that story played in my head and I would randomly cry thinking about it. I tried to distract myself with other stuff but any tiny similarity of drama/comic with your story would bring me back to thinking about your story and the pain. And I just couldn't muster up the courage to go back to that story.
Even now, I typed your acc name in the search button, because even though that story is in my library and I can just click the author,'s profile option from that, even clicking on that story makes me feel weird.
zubi_you_know
@Madness_be_Boundless you brought tears to my eyes dear. I'd be lying if I said I didn't wonder why you stopped comments and I thought maybe I irritated you too much with my justifications. But reading this, you don't know how touched I feel. I am sorry the story left you so devastated. I generally write angst and I love writing sad endings, I never thought it could ruin someone's mood this much. Thankyou so much for giving my fic so much love. Forever grateful
Velmira12papillion
The book's name is destiny's broken Arrow....you can see it from my profile do give me feedback
zubi_you_know
Back to my ghost girl update in a few mins YAYYY
Velmira12papillion
Heyy author I'm here to give you my wishes and love for your work and Also recently I started a book I'll be glad if you can give it a reading and let me know❤️
zubi_you_know
Dear I can't find your work tho .. do you want me to beta read it? I'm okay with that too
zubi_you_know
Gonna start writing a new fic. Based in old joseon. With mythological characters and stuff. Did a lot of studying for this . Hope I can post chapter 1 soon.
https://alterspring.org/@jiyeon30
Y'all can ask me questions here ☝
zubi_you_know
Which fic update do you guys prefer. My exams just ended so I'll start writing from tomorrow
