Zuhoor

          "There is only one basic human right, the right to do as you damn well please. And with it comes the only basic human duty, the duty to take the consequences."
          - P. J. O'Rourke.
          

          "I feel like at this point if you would have stabbed me in the heart, it would’ve hurt less."

          Feels like I'm wading through life ~

          Relapse is a part of recovery, but not something that is necessary!.. 

          Yeah, I tried to hide away from
          All the sorrow and pain
          But little did I know that I was going insane
          The sun will always be there
          Waiting after the rain
          I want to close my eyes and smile, facing the sun 

Ignorance is bliss. 

          
          I'm TIRED.
          TIRED of everything.
          TIRED of working. 
          TIRED of learning. 
          TIRED of breathing. 
          TIRED of living.
          It's not like I want to DIE. I don't want to die, at least not yet. I'm not ready yet. 
          I just want to REST.
          I'm TIRED and I want to rest for God knows how long!..
          Maybe till Forever or even after that if it's possible?! 
          I'm just TIRED and Want everything to STOP.
          Is it too much to ask?! 
          

          
          Everything feels muffled all the time.

          Hope can last long but it doesn’t last forever.

          
          "When trust is broken sorry doesn't mean anything at all."