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only two of my irl friends congratulated me… not even my best best friend did… is it meant to feel this shitty ? :(

it’s my birthday!!!! ^_−☆

zhang shuaibo chen jianyu my loves

shuaibo solo finally out !! go listen to 더와 함께 (with you) it’s so so so good i’m crying ㅠㅠ

ew i hate rereading my old fics or just seeing parts of them bc they’re SO BAD *sobs* i’ve improved so much how did i even think those old fics were good ㅠㅠ

i’m absolutely wrecked bc of the news… i thought it must be a lie or something when my friend told me, but finding out properly for myself has been probably one of the most heartbreaking things i have seen in a very long time. my moonbin, i just hope you’re happier and in a better place, i’ll love you forever. 
          
          i’ll be postponing the upload of my bp book for a while. i hope you’re holding up better than i am with this news. 

thinking of making a boys planet one shot book and uploading what i’ve been uploading on ao3… should i ?

WELL SHIT IM SO SCARED MA JINGXIANG PLEASE BE 28TH PLACE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE 

who else got scammed out of good sleep for that stupid survivor announcement live earlier raise your hands 

i am having a MENTAL BREAKDOWN shuaibo said AND I QUOTE !!! “this stage is my first stage and maybe my last stage.” ABSOLUTELY NOT SHUAIBO WE CAN DO THIS PLEASE IF YOU SEE THIS HELP A GIRLIE OUT AND VOYE FOR HIM IM SOBBING AT SCHOOL RN