Can't tell anyone

They aren't over

-Makki-

My body is black, exactly like tar. I'm melting into my white bed, and bright room. The glowing white walls are soaking up my body as I continue to melt. I'm burning, it's so hot. The light around me is suddenly drifting away, and the blackness of the tar is switching the room from its once happy shine, to a melting burning pit. I looked over and Issei was gone. Did he melt before me? Or did he leave me again... Like how he left me with my mother. Wincing at the thought, I closed my eyes. Even if this was a dream or not, I don't want to see what happens next.

"Makki"

It feels like I'm alone. I'm scared. Was it all a dream... am I still sleeping in that hospital bed. In that cold room without any way to wake up. It's still happening, isn't it. I'm still sleeping, still broken, still dying.

"Makki are you okay?!"

Please tell me it wasn't a dream. I want what happened to be real. I wanted to wake up, and be happy like I was. Or was it all fake? Why am I back in this endless dream land that has been-

"MAKKI"

-Mattsun-

He finally woke up from the tears and small screams. He looked around, still crying, but not making a sound. Then he looked at me. His eyes are completely blood shot and red. "Hey, come here." I motioned from him to come into my arms, and he did just that. "I-is this... real, or am I s-still.." I cut him off and started rocking him in my arms. "Shh hey, it's okay. You're okay now..." He continued to sob, and shake. I held him because that was all I could do. I didn't know exactly what was happening, so i'm just here. "Please tell me you w-won't leave." He said with a shaky voice that I was barley able to understand. "Why would I ever do that... I'm not going anywhere." His grip around me was extremely tight, as if he was holding on for dear life. His nails where digging into my skin, and his shirt is drenched in sweat.

"You l-left me before, so I can't let you leave again. P-please don't leave again." Wait-what was this about. Was this from his dream... or is he talking about the night I- "Hey" I grabbed his face with both of my hands carefully, just enough for him to look into my eyes. "I won't leave you. I promise, I won't leave you." He look terrified, as if everything I had just said could be undone within seconds. I whipped his face with my thumbs, still keeping eye contact. "Everything is okay." I said clearly and calm, so he would understand. He closed his eyes and fell against my chest.

He slowly stopped the crying, but still holding me like I would have walked away. I continue to whisper things to tell him I wasn't leaving, this was happening, he was alive, and here. Safe. "I love you, you're okay. I won't go anywhere." With a few more words.. I could tell he fell asleep. Still trembling, but sleep. I went to pull his hands off a bit, because his nails feel as if they're going to pierce my skin. His grip tightened again, and I grunted but endured it. If this is what he needed then I wouldn't move.

"Please be okay.." I whisper, and kiss his head, pulling him closer, if it was even possible at this point.

-Oikawa-

"Iwa, they have been in the room all morning. Don't you think I would just go check up on them?" This is about the tenth time I've asked him. I was only nervous because I want to see Makki. "Kawa the fact that he has just got home, and you are already this full of nerves."

"I-" he looked up from his phone. "Are you really going to complain until I tell you, you should look. Because Ru, I'm kind of in a important conversation with someone, and this. Not needed." Well he got that mad, been a while. I walked over to his stool by the counter and looked down at his phone. "Is that Sugawara-san? Ah and Kenma... what happened this time?"