Can't tell anyone

I hate it...

Ughh I need to go to sleeeeeeppp!! But... no🤧😪

Who is the character(s) you relate with the most? For me its Oikawa, Suga, and Tendou, most of the time lol.🙄💅💅💅✨🦋

 Didn't read over all of this so I'm sorry if I messed up😬

-Isis-✨

-Makki-

I went back again. To the place I- I did everything at. Where I learned about everything. I got beat up here, I got yelled at, I played, and eventually met the best people in my life.

It's also where I had the most fun. Playing stupid games in the wood chips with Oikawa. Sitting on the top of the slides with Iwa and talking about school. I giggled at that. We where so little but I remember it clearly. About five or six years old.
Being at my elementary school was so calming to me.
My favorite part of this park had definitely got to be the swings. That's where I am right now. Slowly kicking my shoes in the dirt going back and forth in a steady pace. My hands on the cold chains holding the seat up. Looking at the sky but only thinking of one thing.

This is where Mattsun and I told each other... about our sexuality. He also confessed that day. I remember everything. 

I smiled again and took a deep breath of the cold spring air.

It was before I had found out I was sick. I didn't have a care in the world, after meeting my best friends here that is.

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Flash back

Issei-"Makki can I tell you something?"

Taka-"Yeah of course!"

Issei-"Well I-I ummm... i j-just wanted to-..."

Taka-"Mattsun don't struggle on easy words. What are you trying to say. Calm your pits silly!!"

We laughed together as he stopped freaking out. He was just trying to tell me that he liked me. I remember it so well that I could see us.

Issei-"So what u was trying to say is... I'm... gay."

Taka-"Wait reAlLy?!"

I was so excited and impatient that I yelled out...

Taka-"I AM TOO MATSU!!!"

Issei-"YOU'ER NOT JOKING RIGHT?"

Taka-"I would never joke about something like this!"

He took a relaxed breath and stared at me. The bell for us to come back in started. We had to go to lunch together. We were so simple minded that the conversation was so fast.

Issei-"...I like you Hiro..."

Taka-"Wait what did you say?"

Issei-"I- nothing come on let's go to lunch together!"

He grabbed my hand and we skipped back to the doors to get in. 

I heard him.... I know what he said and I felt the same. But back then it was just a little crush. 

Nothing crazy.