Qwarzystal Poetry

Dying Happiness

"The phone rang
Thus I answered
The phone spoke 'You are gone'
My mind went bang

A year after
A mistake before
It cannot be undone
I cannot atone

I am nothing but alone
I am nothing but foolish
When I cry; the world will not care
When I smile; the world envies me

When I let go of madness; the world will judge
I thought of something, a solution perhaps
In my own plane of oblivion, it was a blessing

Holding onto something I never really had
Letting go of everything I ever wanted
That is the solution
I am nothing but the polution
I am nothing but an anomaly

"Do you see the white dragonfly?"
"Do you see the red sea?"
"Do you see the blue phoenix?"
"Do you see the black love?"

I walked out of my home
With a smile; even the devil cannot take
With a glee; even the foes cannot steal
With eyes; that shine through the sky

I approach my destiny
The top of all my failures
And finally; let go of everything I held dear
The leap of happiness, it was.

I find myself awoken
I find my heart swollen
I find my mind drowned
I find myself in frown

In this bed, another dream has passed
In this bed, another day has passed
I could not go so far anymore
I could not escape despair

Finally, the sight of the 'everything' went to view
And held me in her arms
And a kiss on the forehead
And finally my mind rest, forever"