ғᴇʟʟ ғᴏʀ ʜɪᴍ (killua x reader)

5:01am

I woke up early and started to think about killua, "d-do i...i mean its obvious but...do i?" I said and started to think more, it was 4:05am when i thought of him

I realized i didnt like him but i 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 him, my eyes went wide and i started to take the fastes shower i could and dressed up and started to run downstairs, (btw you already know his location stalker) i saw my dad and he looked confused

"Got to go! Ill be quick" i said and dashed off killua's house was far but he would still walk with gon, i kept on running and running it was 4:29am when i ran the fastes i could, i knew the time since i had my phone brought out

I kept on running to his house, "4:40am?! WHAAT" i said and i wasnt tired "just keep running" i said and kept on running

"4:47am!" I said and once i arrived i saw killua with bags and things and a car like if he was leaving my eyes widen and realized

He was leaving

"Y-y/n" he saw me and his eyes widen, i saw his family but he lives with his sister? And only with his sister? What are they doing here

He goes up to me and says, "i hope we can meet soon" he says 4:51am

"B-but you only l-live with your s-sister!" I said holding back tears, "i know but i have to go for a reason" he says and he pecks my lips, "b-but i-" i said while tears were going down my eyes

"I love you" he says and waves and he goes in the car and time freezes and my eyes start to water, the time unfreezes and the car drove off

I started to cry and cry "i hate you killua zoldyck" i said as i stare at the car thats leaving

"5:01am is the time you left me" i said and cried more and fell on my knees, i heard a car door open but i just kept crying and crying

"W-we were so wor-" i heard my mom say "why are you crying?" I heard my dad say and i just cried more, rain started to drip down and my dad carried me to the car and plopped me in

I cried more and more but silently, one we arrived at the house my mom and dad came in the house but i stayed outside hugging my knees while it rains

"Come inside you mi-" i heard my mom say but i interupted her, "a-alright" i said and came in dripping with water, my dad brought me a towel and smiled so i smiled too but it was a small smile

---timeskip---
I grabbed a photo from the decorating the christmas tree and i laughed while looking at it,
I sighed and layed down and looking at photos

"I should have never fell for you asshole" i said and teared up a bit, i heard a message and i looked at my phone wishing it was killua who texted me

---Gon---
Gon:
Im sorry y/n
I should have told you yesterday...

:y/n
You already knew?
Gon:
Sorry

:Y/n
Its alright

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I sighed and cried, "i hate you killua zoldyck" i said again and just started to eat ramen that my mom made for me

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End of chapter
Thurday finished
Yes i finished this at the 24th if december
2020
Happy late or now christmas
3:40pm finished
Around 600- words
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