everything is new
almost everything
well never mind
because nothing is new
but this new house and where i live
you might think new is better
but not when new brings along
new voices and thoughts
thoughts about killing my dad
for cheating and making it harder on my mom
but i also have the thoughts of killing my mom
because she didn't even fight for her fucked up daughter
she throw her away
like she was trash
so yeah those things are new
but me not so much
i'm still
that beautiful mistake
