In the middle of the night
I close my eyes and wait
I just wait
Wait to hear my mother and father’s hushed voices be hide doors
I know what they’re saying
Why her
Well I ask the same thing every night
Then the voices come
Telling me to push myself off
I might be sick but I am still human
Tear spill as my sick minds
Screams just push yourself off
Just do it
Do it
Now
