letter five;; cigarettes & alcohol

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dear madeline,

sorry its been so long since ive written.

a whole month.

but i promise that i havent forgotten, forgotten about you.

i could never.

but i cant say that ive been trying to necessarily remember.

today instead of laying in bed and watching breaking bad, your favorite tv show, i got dressed & out of my bed.

out of my house even.

i smoked my first cigarette today.

kaleb gave it to me.

after we did that we went to taylors house and got drunk.

her parents are in spain so why the hell not?

i thought it would help, help me forget.

but it didnt. it made me remember, remember the pain that you left me feeling.

i miss you maddz.

a whole fucking lot.

trey xx (who now knows he will forever dispise alcohol because of you)

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