you're not the only one with a secret

chapter two

I pulled into the parking lot if the extremely large building that was at least five times larger than my last school , and got off my bike and headed towards the entrance pretending not to notice all the stares . I stopped to find my schedule which was buried somewhere in my bag when some idiot came flying towards me in their car right before the car could hit me my body got a weird tingly sensation and I knew what to do I jumped and easily flipped right over the car only then did the driver stop the car . I quickly moved towards the sidewalk and continued my journey to the shool hoping to avoid any more near death experiences , but no such luck as an angry looking boy headed towards me " hey dumb bitch " he said getting all up in my face I took a step back trying to put some distance between us " why the fuck were you standing in the middle of the road I could of hit you " well you didnt , and its not my fault you drive like a mad man and if I remember correctly I was the one who moved out the way so you didnt hit me so I don't understand why your so  fucking mad if anyone should be upset its me im the one who was almost killed .

As I paused to take a deep breath I looked at him I mean really looked at him I was so busy being angry I didn't realize how incredibly hot he was " um excuse me who the fuck do you think you are talking to me like that youre not in charge here I am remember that " he said pushing past me and walking back to his car after standing there for a few minutes I headed into the school and if I thought the outside was big i was wrong the inside was at least two times bigger I was so busy admiring the building I forgot about my schedule I dug it up from the bottom of my bag and headed to my first class which unfortunately was math I hated math and to make matters worse I was late I had to run up three flights of stairs to avoid missing the entire class I opened the door right in the middle of the teachers speech and went to take a seat in the back of the classroom . " um hello miss who are you " im alex im new here and I couldn't find the class " well I dont care who you are here at night wake high we dont tolerate this behavior " if you dont care who I am why the fuck did you ask me I said before getting up and walking out the door right as th bell rang . The rest of the day dragged on until I made it to the only class I was excited about it was also my last class of the day music . " I sat in th very back of the class so I could avoid the other students  while I was waiting for the teacher  to start the class  I heard a familiar voice and looked up I saw the same boy who almost ran me over this morning  he was talking to some guy who looked like he just fell off the cast of teen wolf  I was listening  to them talk about some girl when the teacher walked in " ok class today were just gonna have random people sing but I think  our new student should go first so we can see if shes worthy of our class so why don't you come on up Alexis "  its alex not alexis " oh sorry dear  " its okay um my name is alex which you already know , but anyway my mom and I just moved here and thats about it so yeah  " ok class if no one has any questions for alex I'd like her to sing a song for us "  I walked up onto stage and grabbed the mic but then I remembered the song I needed was on my phone so I walked off the stage and grabbed my phone when I got back on stage I plugged up my phone to the speakers and began to sing

Always in a rush

Never stay on the phone long enough

Why am I so self-important?

Said I'd see you soon

But that was, oh, maybe a year ago

Didn't know time was of the essence

So many questions

But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more

Not anymore

So much to tell you

And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words I never said

I never said

I can't take back the words I never said

Always talking shit

Took your advice and did the opposite

Just being young and stupid

I haven't been all that you could've hoped for

But if you'd held on a little longer

You'd have had more reasons to be proud

So many questions

But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more

Not anymore

So much to tell you

And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words

The longer I stand here

The louder the silence

I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear

Your voice when the wind blows

So I talk to the shadows

Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words I never said

I never said

I can't take back the words I never said

Never said

I can't take back the words I never said

 

When I finished I was greeted by applause  and whistles I bowed and walked to my seat " well thats all for today class you may go now she said as the bell rang I got up and walked out the door putting on my jacket at the same time when I walked outside I saw a group of guys around  my bike   umm excuse me can you guys move  so I can go home  " this is your bike "  yea I said moving to get on the bike  see yall tomorrow I said taking  off towards the exit .