honestly im done trying im just about to give up on everyone,give up on everything, give up on my life in a heart beat im tired of getting picked on because of my feelings if you guys are really my friends then you would understand what i mean but in all im tired of getting picked on by everyone this is my last time being nice! do i really have to been for people to understand my true feelings? i really dont want to but i guess when your nice evryone likes you and stuff starts to get real so mabye when i become rude no one will like me and i will stop people being at me!!! i lost my 2 bestfriends because they liked me its not fair how everything bad happens to me im not gonna go out with you if i dont like you you will just get hurt! and i will say it again if you are truley my friend then you will understand but if you are just pretending then dont talk to me! im tired of being nice to everyone because im the one who gets hurt at the end! i understand you like me and everything but damn dont take it to the head! now i am really getting mad because yall keep saying stuff like! " oh i think about you daily but i feel like you teasing me" i get that you like me but damn
