Rants

My Parents. No

Here to pester you with my stupid whiny american teenager problems again,hurray!

My parents friggin suck okay.Like my weekends consist purely of chores,unwanted visitors forcing me to stay in my room,immense loneliness and being dragged to tedious,ignorant,boring,repeatative,homophobic,unsupportive,cancerous church.

Chores are fine. They keep me busy. Thats a good thing, BUT NOT WHEN YOUVE GOT SOME RUDE PARENTS ALWAYS INSULTING YOU FOR SOMETHING THAT IS NOT YOUR FAULT.

I swear my parents are 50% responsable for my self esteem issues.

Every fuckin time I need a supplies to complete my chores, I ask where the supplies are because my mom likes to take shit, put it away, not tell anyone where the thing she put away then forget where she put it, herself while expecting you to know where she put it. Then when you ask her where it is, she'll tell you it's in two places that it probably isn't, and when you're done searching those places and you tell her that the thing isn't in either of them, she'll insist that its there and then imply that you're a complete idiot.... Then she'll go looking for it, find it in a completely different place, and still imply that you're an idiot for not finding it.

Good job mom, you're children have self esteem issues now.

Oh yeah,don't go to my parents for help or support with anything either. I made the mistake of crying to mum after getting severely bullied in 1st grade through 4th. It always ended with me continuously apologizing for being bullied,even though I had no control over it.

My dad is somewhat worse.My parents sent me to some all Christian charter school in 4th grade where I was still severely bullied. As usual,when I was at home,I was constantly apologizing to my mom for being hurt and bullied,and when I got sick of it and went to my dad and told him about how I got bullied for essentially being the new kid, or not being gifted in sports or not being a bigot and picking on others like everyone else, the answer I got from him really fucking sucked.

I quote with as much accuracy as possible: "Well maybe it's you who needs to change."

I shit you not, my dad literally took the all the bullie's side that day.

So then the following years consisted of me apologizing for being me.

And they fucking wonder why I'm insecure and unconfident as fuck.

Parents of the century right here guys.

And oh yeah, my family in general, regarding career choices and talents:

Talent= 100% utterly fucking worthless unless it's something that can advertise religion.

Your career= No one gives a fuck unless it's preaching.

Your existence= If you're not 'Christan' You basically only exist for everyone to question your life choices or beliefs.

My family gossips about my atheist aunt as well as renders her lack of religion as a result of being born in "this generation, where kids expect god to be there like the Internet but stop believing in him because they have no patience." <--- Actual quote for my dad.

Okay so quick derailment: If there is a God and he's all loving and supposed to help me and save me or whatever, how the absolute fuck do you expect me to 100% believe he's there if I begged him for his help 13 fucking years of life, getting treated like fucking trash and wanting to die and having absolutely no one to help me?!

Ok now back to the point: My parents and family suck.

I have no freedom.If I say what I think,I'm going to be punished so I keep quiet.

And for some reason they really wonder why I'm so vague with my questions about a lot of their philosophical questions.

IT'S BECAUSE IF I GIVE YOU MY OPINION I'M GOING TO GET TOLD THAT ITS INVALID AND I'M GOING TO HELL.

Oh and there's no avoiding church.No matter how much I express my hate for that place and how much I think that specific church is not doing anyone any good,no matter how much I show them that I and my siblings do not want to go there, we end end up being dragged there.

Got something important to do on a day where a church event is going on?Lol too bad,you're going to church.

Dying or sick and need hospitalization? Lol sucks for you,Jesus will fix you at church.

Have a school project or an appointment that can give you a big opportunity for your dream career,college, or maybe your school grade depends on it? Rofl,who need education.Jesus will help you,okay now you're going to church.

Not to mention the time my dad shamelessly stated that parenthood is a totalitarian thing and that what we want doesn't matter.

Ah,my parents are fucking great.