noelle;
"prince stop it!" i yelled as my tried to pry his hands off me.
i wanted attention so i took his controller and now im getting tickled to death
"give my controller and ill stop, i swear", he said.
i gave him a slight look before throwing the controller to the other side of the bed
"okay okay i don't have it anymore! stop now!". he let go of my sides and grabbed his controller. he came back and leaned down to kiss my lips.
"thank you" he whispered against them.
i rolled my eyes as he paid his attention back to the screen, "you know, i did that to get your attention"
"you tryna fuck?" he asked
"no.."
"then there's not much other attention i can give you" he said. i opened my mouth to say something but he put his headphones on and started taking to someone in his game. i groaned and walked out of the room.
i walked down stairs and grabbed a bottle of water. "yo noelle!", i heard from the left of me. i turned my head and saw allure waving in my direction from the backyard.
i walked over to her and sat in the pull out chair between her and harmone.
"why'd y'all call me?" i asked with an unintended attitude.
"damn girl relax, we just saw you and called you over", harmone threw her hands up in defense.
"yeah..what got you all pissed off", allure questioned.
"prince is a bitch"
"mm mm girl, it took you two weeks to figure that out? this is why i date girls", allure dramatically rolled her eyes while waving her hand to the side.
"i have dated girls. as a matter a fact, that's the only gender I've dated before now. i just thought why not try something new", i admitted.
"doesn't seem to be working"
"not at all. and he keeps asking for us to fuck but i really..really don't want to. I'm not sexually attracted whatsoever"
"so why stay with him?", harmone asked.
"i don't know..maybe its the attention, even though its very little. i just don't wanna be mean".
"noelle, not being comfortable with or not liking something doesn't make you mean. it makes you human." allure added.
"you should just tell him how you feel and if he has a problem with it, too bad", harmone added.
i thought about what they were saying for a minute.
they weren't wrong at all. i wasn't happy being with prince, i was just happy to have attention on me.
"you're right, im gonna say something" i said, standing up from the chair .
"good luck girly" allure shouted, as i was already inside the house.
i walked back upstairs and pushed open princes door. he was sitting on his bed, looking at his phone. the sound of the door made him lift his head up.
"finally, come here" he said, patting his lap. i closed the door behind me and walked over to him.
he pull me up and sat me down on his lap. "what took you so long?" , his hands ran up and down my sides as he spoke.
"i was getting water, but um, can we talk about something?" i asked
"mhm, kiss me first" he said. i took in a deep breath and let him kiss me. he started pushing his tongue in my mouth and moving his hands up my shirt to where the clasp of my bra was.
"prince- wait.." i mumbled against his lips.
he ignored me and started sucking on my neck. i felt his cold hands go under my bra and squeeze my left boob.
"prince i said stop-". i started to struggle as i tried to pull his hands from me.
"st-stop it!" i exclaimed, pulling myself off his lap.
"whats your problem? you walk around in those shorts and wear tank tops like that like you wanna be fucked by everybody on this block" he spit, pointing down on my body.
"what does my clothes have to do with the fact that i already told you to stop? more than once!"
"you keep saying no. whats the point of me being with you if i cant touch you the way i want to?!".
"well then stop being with me. i don't like whatever this is anymore" i said, pointing between me and him.
"then go. go waste someone else's time" he said, shooing his hand towards the door. i scoffed and jumped off his bed.
i walked through the door and slammed it behind me. i walked across the hall and into one of the empty bathrooms.
i sat down on the ledge of the bathtub and put my head in my hands. i was mad at myself for even thinking that relationship would work.
I'm gay for crying out loud.
the bathroom door swung open suddenly and billie walked in.
"oh shit..i didn't know someone was in here" she said. i hummed and looked up at her for a second.
"woah, why are you crying?", she invited herself in, closing the bathroom door behind her.
i didn't even realize i was crying.
"i- its nothing". she rolled her eyes and sat down next to me.
"you wouldn't be crying if it was nothing" she said
i sighed and threw my head back, staring up at the ceiling. "kept touching me even after i told him to stop, multiple times.."
"him as in prince?" billie asked, her voice laced with anger.
i hummed in response.
i saw her face grow red as she turned her eyes away from me and towards the door. she started to get up but i pulled her arm back.
"what are you doing?", she asked, looking down at my hand on her arm.
"what are you doing?"
"im gonna fuck him up.", she nonchalantly stated.
"billie, no its not worth it".
"he touched you in ways you didn't wanna be touched, even after you said no. how is this not worth it?"
"just..sit down please" i pleaded, i didn't want to be the cause of a problem in their household.
she looked up at me and i saw her face soften. she sat back down next to me and let me lay in her arms
"why are you being so nice to me", i asked after a moment of silence
"dont ruin it. it wont last long", i chuckled a little and snuggled back in her chest.
"hold up, I'm gonna go get something" she said. i nodded and leaned up so she can move. she left the bathroom and i got up to look in the mirror. i took up a towel and wet it a little to wipe the dry tears off my cheeks.
as i leaned down to put the towel back i heard a loud yell.
"billie, what the fuck!", i heard prince yell from the other room.
i specifically told this girl not to do anything..
