Redemption[DabixOc]

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Haru's POV

"Tou-chan, look at this rock, is so cute", I said smiling at the little kid next to me, we were outside looking for rocks in the forest behind our houses, I was wearing a white dress and my brunette hair was in two pigtails, Touya was wearing a white shirt with some blue shorts and his red hair was messy, I noticed that some spots in his hair are turning white like Natsuo's and Fuyumi's, weird. Touya isn't interested in rocks, but they make me happy, so he will go out with me to look for cute rocks. "I have more here Haru", the red-haired child said. "Waaa, so many precious rocks, more for my collection", I said excitedly. That was our routine, go out and explore the little forest behind our houses and go back before dinner. We kept looking for rocks until I heard my mom looking for me, it's time for dinner, I turned back to tell Touya that I had to go but his face was strange. "Tou-chan, are you okay?" I asked him worried, "You didn't look for me" he said angrily. "What are you talking about Tou-chan? calm down please" I tried to hold his hand to make him feel better but he slapped my hand and pushed me, I fell on my butt, "Tou-chan..." I said surprised with watery eyes, he never has done this to me. "I hate you, that is why I ran away from you" his hairs started to turn white and his eyes were filled with anger "I was tired from your crybaby attitude, you are annoying, because of YOU I died," he said while having a knife encrusted in his chest, I stand up cleaning the dust from my white dress "Tou-chan I'm sorry" I cried while trying to grab him but he faded away.

I wake up sweating and agitated. "Just a dream..." I mumbled to myself trying to calm down. I usually had this type of dream, but this was intense, they will always start as a beautiful memory of us playing and then I will turn and see Touya angry with me o killed in front of me, this time both. I rolled to my nightstand and saw the time on my phone, 5:30 a.m. Ugh, it's so early but I knew that I couldn't sleep more so I decided to go and take a shower. It's Monday morning, my class started at 8:30 so I had plenty of time to get ready, I thought of that dream that I had, I was so happy during those years, memories that will never come back. After Touya's disappearance I changed, a part of me died with Touya, I stopped being friends with everyone. I was only friendly with Natsuo, Fuyumi, and Shouto, I could say that isolated me from everyone else. When I entered high school my mother was concerned about me, she knew I wasn't happy and suggested therapy, but I always refused. The grieve of the loss of Touya was something I will never speak about, my pain wasn't as strong as the pain that Fuyumi or aunty felt, who was I to start to feel depressed when my best friend and aunty needed her? I need to be strong for them.

After a long shower, I was having breakfast peacefully, it was early so there was no sign of Boyfriend, ahh so peaceful. "Morning" Nana mumbled sleepily as she headed to the bathroom.  "Oh, Kinnosuke told me a boy brought you home yesterday", Nana said coming out of the bathroom ."Is he your boyfriend?" She said teasing me. "What? No! He was that dude from the club that helped me, I bought him food to show my gratitude. I guess he is kind of my friend now." I told her. "Is that so... that's good, you don't have many friends "Nana took a box of cereal out of the cabinet when the front door suddenly opened."Good morning beautiful ladies" Kinnosuke shouted heading to Nana depositing a kiss on her cheek, "For fucks sake" I muttered. "Okay, I'm leaving", I said while getting up from the chair. "Why so early?" Nana said."Yes I just arrived and I was hoping to have a little chat with you", he said looking me up and down with that stupid smile on his stupid face, I saw him lick his lower lip. "Did he just licked his goddamn lip while looking at me? In front of his goddamn girlfriend??" I felt disgusted, I don't like his attitude at all, he was a playboy. "About what?" I spat. "Maybe about that scary-looking guy you came with yesterday, you should be careful he seems pretty dangerous. Maybe he is a criminal, he can hurt you" Oh my god I'm going to kill this asshole. "He is not a criminal and we are just friends. If you excuse me I have to go now I have to study. Bye", I said while leaving the apartment.