Falling For His Ways

✖️Let's Not✖️

Elizabeth💕

I wipe the freshly tears that escaped my eyes but tears couldn't help but still escape. Getting up from the floor and picking the pictures that are scattered around the floor.

"Gosh." i mutter but then picking the picture that shows cameron holding kayla up and on the lockers, made me fall on the floor bowling once more.

My vision started to blur since my tears were heavy and couldn't help but let them out and let my feelings out.

Once my eyes started to burn of how much I cried I get up once more and snatch the pictures from the floor and push them in the Orange packet.

Grabbing the cd and putting it in the packet and checking that my door is locked and grabbing my bag and jogging to my room.

Closing my door I couldn't help but cry against the door sliding down and tugging my roots "why?"
I kept repeating to myself.

Dropping my bag on the floor and crawling towards my bed and getting on my bed and looking at my ceiling.

I felt broken and it's not a surprise since my other boyfriends in the past did the same. But I wasn't in love with them they were just a thing but feeling that someone betrayed you and went behind your back and did something..Thats the worst.

Sighing finally realizing that I feel completely empty once more I thought cameron would be that person to come into my life and fix the broken pieces of my mirror...But I realized he be that person to break my mirror even more.

Once I thought of that my eyes started to prick and freshly wet tears started to stream down my face.

Getting up from my bed knowing that crying won't do much but knowing that I got my feelings out felt good. Walking towards my closet and getting my black/leather joggers and my timberland boots and white crop top.

Jumping in those clothes made me more comfortable closing the door and looking at myself at the mirror I see myself seeing the same girl that got her heart broken many times not just by boys , family, Friends.

"F*ck my life." I said thru gritted teeth and picking my loose brown hair and putting it in a tight messy bun.

Walking in the bathroom and splashing cold water on my face instantly cooling me down making me sigh.

Walking back to my room then proceeding to jump on my bed and huffing while looking at the pale ceiling making me just think.

Feeling a vibration on my front pocket of my joggers , rolling my eyes and grabbing my shattered iPhone 5s and instantly seeing Cameron's face popping up.

My heart cringes just seeing this picture it's me and him kissing in the picture I'm smiling like an idiot while cameron has his hands on my hips.

Just thinking that his filthy hands were on me and knowing that I kissed the same pair of lips that Kayla touched today.

When?

Closing my eyes and remembering Cameron came late to lunch which he never does because he wants to spend time with me now thinking of that its completely bull.

My finger shakes while I slide it open and seeing his text making me clench my jaw

Cameron~ Hey babe I'm coming in a bit.

I turn off my phone knowing that I have to confront him about this and see his story knowing that its complete bull shit.

An hour later....

A knock was heard from my balcony doors making my heart race knowing its Cameron , Getting up from my bed and looking at the hope handle and my shaky hand going for it.