pieces of a heartbreak

one;

im in love, with a beautiful boy, who i have yet to call mine. i have yet to be embraced in his arms, simply because of distance. not mentally. but miles apart.

but he is all i desire.
i thought i was in love before.
i wasnt. false love.

this boy, oh my.
his smile, i find heaven.
his voice, a comforting piece of something i lost a little over a year ago.
his eyes, an ocean of peace.
his laugh, makes a real smile form upon my face.
his humor, making me a step closer to my old life that i very much desire.

i crave his soft kisses on my lips, trailing down my neck.
i crave his raspy morning voice whispering in my ear every damn morning i would ever wake up in the same bed as him.
i crave his laugh, making me laugh even harder just when i hear it.
i crave his fingers running through my hair as i fall asleep.
i crave his arms wrapping around me, embracing me into his chest as i nestle my face into the crook of his neck.
i crave his soft lips perfectly fitting into mine.
honestly all i want is him here with me. is it too much to ask for something special in my life?
many girls call him "hot" or whatever, and take advantage of him.
im confused, simply because im not with him, so i have no idea how girls act around him.
i love him.
he loves me.
we are in love.
but distance is a factor we cannot defeat, so here we stand, a broken love.. for now.