pen pal | on hold

fourteen

                        [[ L E V I ]] 

        I can't say that I'm surprised with this news. Maybe it's karma biting me back in the ass for screwing and messing with countless of girls, but I have to admit that it did hurt me. It's messed up how I am sorta on the line of figuring out my feelings for Wren and some other guy swoops in. It's basically God's way of laughing in my face and like, Oh you like this girl? Not for long buddy. 

        I can't exactly comprehend my feelings for Wren, it's like another foreign language for me I guess. I'm not exactly sure if I like her, but I'm not denying it. I can't tell the difference on if I like - like her or just like her as friend. A part of me feels like I can't like her because I don't know her and that we can't exactly date over the phone, but the other reminds me that I've never felt so swayed by a girl. I'm not used to feeling so mushy and cheesy. Conversations with Wren are more flirty and funny than what I'm used to.

princess: levi?

princess: meathead you alright?

pen pal: dude this isn't funny.

pen pal: otay then, i guess i'll text you later..

pen pal: bye levi. 

        I throw my head back and pull my pillow over my face before letting out a rage filled scream. This isn't fair. Wren never mentioned a dude she liked, if she did I probably would've backed off and wouldn't have this conflicting feelings towards her. At least then I would've had a little heads up notice would be nice as well.

        A small knock on my door makes me flinch. Peeking a head revealed it was Cassidy. She smiles before waddling her way towards my bed. She attempts to climb onto my bed and after awhile I pick her up under her armpits and place her on my lap.

        Cassidy giggles and hugs me. "Hi bubba, you feeling better?"

        "I am now that you're here, Mini Munch," I coo before flicking her nose lightly. She frowns and scrunches her nose. 

        She waggles her finger in front of me in a scolding manner, "My name isn't Mini Munch."

        "Then my name isn't bubba."

        "You said I can call you bubba!" Cassidy protests before folding her tiny arms across her chest. She pouts her thin lips and furrows her brows, attempting to do the puppy dog eyes, but it won't work on me because I'm the one who taught her how to do it.

        "You can call me bubba if I can call you Mini Munch," I offer with my pinky out towards her.

        A grin grew on her lips before she slowly nods and outstretches her pinky at me. We lock our pinkies and kiss the tip of our thumbs. I am only childish when it comes to my little Cassidy, I may look mean and arrogant on the outside, but I'm not all that bad... I guess.

                        [[  W R E N ]] 

        "Are you serious?" I ask Jai, my eyes widen at the sight in front of me. If he was holding my hand I would've squeezed the hell out of it, that's how scared I am.

        He took me to a mother ducking ice skating rink. Does he not know I'm clumsy or he does and he just wants me to humiliate myself not only in front of him but also in front of several other people?

        Jai chuckles before practically dragging me inside the rink. "C'mon I'll teach you alright? I'm quite good," he boasts as he pays for our entrance fee before I can protest, but then again it means I can spend my money on nachos and candy bars.

        Once we rent our skates, he crouches down in front of me and helps tie my skates on until they are nice and tight before tying his own. As he did I was texting Levi who still wouldn't respond back to me. Did I accidentally do something to hurt his feelings? 

me: hey meathead :)

me: how are you??

me: just wondering, cos ya know, you my fave jock ;)

me: okay this is purely out of curiousity, but are you mad at me??

me: if so I am super duper sorry, like really really sorry.

        Before I can send him another apology text message, Jai snatches my phone out of my hands and walks over to the rental lockers along with our bags. He shoves my bag and his with my phone in there before closing the door and locking it. 

        "Hey!" I exclaim as I stand up from the bench only to have my ankles wobble when I did. Great, how am I suppose to do this on the ice?

        He smirks and walks over to me. "Don't worry about it," he tells me, "I said I'd take you out and I can't exactly hang out with you if you're too busy on your phone. Now c'mon, are we going to skate or not?"

        "If I die, kiss all my books for me and tell them that their mother loved them very much."

        "Is this an American thing or just a Wren thing?"

        "Honestly I have no clue, I'd be a terrible representation of this fine country."

        "You said it not me..."

        "That doesn't mean you have to side with me!"

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