Dear Darlin', please excuse my writing.
I can't stop my hands from shaking cos I'm cold and alone tonight.
Anthony slams the door proclaiming we're over with.
I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.
And no one understands what we went through.
It was short. It was sweet. We tried.
I miss our little attempt at what we called love. It was short, it was sweet, and god damn it I tried.
And if my words break through the wall and meet you at your door, all I
Could say is:
"Girl, I mean them all."
Anthony if only I could tell you.
Dear darlin’, please excuse my writing.
I can’t stop my hands from shaking
'Cause I’m cold and alone tonight.
Anthony I won't give up my letters, but sorry I have to come to this.
I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.
And no one understands what we went through.
It was short. It was sweet. We tried. We tried.
Anthony, my heart aches wanting what we had before.
I understand where he's coming from.
Everyone but you understand.
Been thinking about the bar we drank in.
Feeling like the sofa was sinking.
I was warm in the hold of your eyes.
I honestly was only thinking about you the whole time, no joke.
So if my words break through the wall
To meet you at your door,
All I can say is “Girl, I mean them all.”
Anthony, at least let my words sink into your brain.
Dear darlin’, please excuse my writing.
I can’t stop my hands from shaking
'Cause I’m cold and alone tonight.
Anthony, I wish you'd come back I crave the warmth of your arms secured tightly around my waist.
I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.
And no one understands what we went through.
It was short. It was sweet. We tried.
Do you know how much it hurt seeing you kiss and snuggle up to her. It made my heart split into.
Oh I can't cope. These arms are yours to hold.
I don't know how I live without you maybe I should end myself
And I miss you and nothing hurts like no you And no one understands what we went through. It was short. It was sweet. We tried.We tried.
Anthony, I decided I am going to end myself,besides what's the point without you.
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Anthony stood there shocked, discovering all the letters Ian wrote. Kalel hid them from him so they could be together. He held a picture of him and Ian on their first date. He took a chair and sheet to the bedroom, tying the sheet to the fan. He got up on the chair, he wraps the sheet as tightly as he could around his neck. He knocks the chair out from beneath, ending his life to.
